When we as God's children are living in faith,
we can have an exciting expectancy and quiet confidence
that God will give us exactly what we need,
when we need it.
Having trouble sleeping part deux? Nah. Random thought though, Winter Con? Leaning strongly towards that.. But again, there's always a factor that holds me back from something I want to do. I swear I need to be pushed into certain things in order for me to do it. (of course that is not always the case. I would've drowned if swimming was taught to me that way lol.) A lot of things have happened this year that I was reluctantly forced into doing (or rather being thrown into it), that has turned out for the better. Good changes, you could say. I feel like I've grown as a person, and that my experiences have shaped me into a stronger, wiser, and more independent woman. However, with that being said.. I'm still half-hearted about certain things, or skeptical rather. I'm grateful though, and blessed to have friends and family in my life that constantly challenge me to do better, be a better person, especially when it comes to my relationship with God. One of those challenges? Stepping up for praise and worship for camp this year. That also led to leading PW for Fridays. never in a million years would i have thought that I would be up there, leading. Just not that kinda person. Or at least I wasn't back then. Stage fright ring a bell anyone? Anyways, this opportunity has brought me much closer to God. Even though this is only one aspect of it, it helped. Being able to praise Him through music, was an amazing feeling. That also reignited the song-writing me. I guess you could say.. Those opportunities were blessings in disguise, waiting to happen.