a mile in her heels

Lights, Camera & basketball ♥

2012-01-20T19:02:00.000-08:00

I'm a bit of a TV girl. Okay, maybe a lot. I love watching my television shows, dramas, movies.. series.. whatever. List goes on. So when the Warner Brothers' VIP Studio Tours was on the itinerary, I was delighted and excited. (More like a kid in a candy store.) I have to say, our tour guide for the day was awesome. He knew all the inside scoop and actually let us on certain sets that were off limits! What a rebel he was. Me being me.. I basically went OMG at every TV show set I recognized. (Hey it was cool seeing it.) That includes Hart of Dixie, with Rachel Bilson, Friends, True Blood, Pretty Little Liars, The Ellen Show, Party Rock Anthem and then some. It was very interesting seeing how things worked behind the scenes, and also checking out the infamous prop house. Some of the pieces in there cost over $5 million dollars! Cray. We saw some celebrities on set, but I didn't recognize them so I didn't bother with photos haha.

But, I'll have to say I was the most starstruck being in the actual set of Friends. Growing up watching that series, and owning all 10 seasons.. I was a huge fan of that show. And I still love re-watching the episodes every now and then.

After the studio tours, we headed for some unhealthy, and gross grub aka. McDonalds. I'm so, so sick of American grub. Guess I'm too spoiled for choice coming from Singapore, and living in Vancouver. Anyways, we were off to the Staples Center to catch the Lakers vs. Cavaliers game! I'll be completely honest.. and say I got a little bored from time to time. Definitely a hockey girl at heart. Go Canucks Go :) Kobe of course was the all-star, and we also had some celeb sightings which was kinda cool. Apparently Jack Nicholson rarely misses a game. And right next to him was Mr.Adam Sandler! It was quite an awesome day. Spent the remanding days in L.A with family, and friends. It was so good to catch up. Think I'll be back soon enough. L.A holds a special place in my heart :) And.. my Grand Uncle and Grand Aunt are the coolest people ever.

Escaping winter blues ♥

2012-01-20T01:53:00.000-08:00

So I started the year off with another trip back to California. First stop, Los Angeles. I almost feel like I live there now, because I'm so comfortable being in that city. (Minus the lack of awesome Asian food of course.) This trip was most definitely not planned, and so out of my budget. Especially since the last time I was in L.A was only 3 weeks ago. But, I'm very blessed and thankful that most of this trip is a treat from my parents and aunt for my birthday. Oh, and it's one of the rare times I get to travel with my cousins from Singapore. Needless to say, it's been a ball of fun, laughter and good times.

One of my favourite things to do in Cali is of course, visiting the beaches. If there's a place I could be anywhere in the world, it'd have to be a place with beautiful beaches. I can't get enough of them. I'm sure you'd agree after seeing these photos. We went on a boat, and were greeted by the lovely bottle-nosed dolphins, as well as the grey whale. It was quite the sight, since I have never been that close to them in my life. There's something about being out there in the ocean that's calming and enjoyable. The fresh, ocean air.. being surrounded by amazing sea creatures, and the bright, blue clear skies overlooking the horizon.

Will be keeping this post short! I'm still on the road travelling, and I have a ton of photos to sort out before I get a chance to blog again. Follow me on Instagr.am for snippets of the trip! (@tessatham) I can't wait to share this travel series with you all :) It's been quite amazing. Until next time! XO

Discovering Hong Kong ♥

2012-01-04T00:36:00.000-08:00

A little behind on my Asia posts, but this is one of the few remaining! After we said our goodbyes in Brunei, Pablo and I headed to Hong Kong for a few days. It seriously is one of the easiest cities to navigate through, as a tourist. You have the MTR (Skytrain), which is equally as convenient as Vancouver's.. and well food can be found everywhere. Of course we visited the shopping streets, the infamous night markets, and bargained like there's no tomorrow. Definitely a city I'd revisit. We stayed in Tsim Sha Tsui, which is a pretty busy area, and walkable to lots of the local malls and food joints. Have you guys been to Hong Kong? What's your favourite thing to do here?

Au Revoir 2011, You've been good to me ♥

2011-12-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

Another year has gone by, and here I am sitting in my hotel room in L.A as I type this out. I have to say this year was quite the year. I've struggled, conquered, travelled, and made some spontaneous decisions that have only led me to blessings in disguise. This year was full of surprises, so much love, and a whole lot of faith. I've also met some of the most amazing people I have in my life this year. Although some friendships and relationships I have with people have changed over the course of this year, the rest have simply been wonderful.

From the Sharing Hope Benefit Concert, to my Asia trip, to my new job, and now L.A.. I can only say this: I have the greatest support system ever, and every one of these events has truly been a blessing. These experiences and trips have taught me a whole lot about myself, others, and my relationship with God. I'm still seeking for some answers, but I'm moving onto the next year with even more faith, hope, and trust in Him.

I can't say I'm ending this year with certainty of what's in store for me next.. so I'm going to be completely honest and say I don't know what next year will hold for me. I thought I did, but some things are just way beyond my control. It's a scary thing, and I'm slowly learning to be okay with that. I think God is trying to tell me that it's alright for me to let go, and trust Him to lead me in the right direction. Detours and diversions included.

There's so much I left in the back burner for a little while.. just so I don't have to deal with it. My heart and mind say different things.. and I need time to figure that out. It's definitely been a struggle. But with all that being said, I'm excited for the new year. New adventures, new travels, and to kickstart the year, I'll be travelling! Destinations will be revealed in future posts ;) Well, I hope everyone will have a fabulous and blessed New Year's! May the year ahead be one of love, happiness, and great joy for you. Cheers to 2012 - New beginnings, new hopes, and bigger dreams. XO

These are the moments ♥

2011-12-26T01:28:00.000-08:00

So other than Disneyland, the girls and I really enjoyed hanging out with our friends over there. They truly are some of the best people around. It's been so awesome catching up, and just spending time together as our time with them is always limited because of distance. It's such a blessing having friends that live in other cities, but at the same time, saying goodbye although temporarily.. sucks. Nonetheless, when we are together, it's always a good time :) Till the next time, AIM will just have to do for now.

Oh and I know it's a little late, but have you seen Kevin's cover of Mistletoe? It's amazing. I still can't believe it's acapella. I'm leaving this on repeat for awhile even though Christmas is over. Anyways, I hope this holiday season has brought you all great joy, and much love with your friends and family. Be blessed! Time for bed. I might be up early to do some boxing day shopping.. XO

Where dreams come true ♥

2011-12-20T21:39:00.000-08:00

Los Angeles. Coming here I did not know what to expect.. except gorgeous weather, hanging with my awesome friends, shopping, Disneyland, and some good ol' American grub. Needless to say, this trip was so much more than that. Hands down, one of the best trips yet thanks to the great company I had. Frank and Kevin, you two are awesome. Thank you so much for everything ♥

Disneyland! What can I say? I had a blast. I think I can say that my childhood dreams are now complete. I loved it there. (Who wouldn't?) Think I might need to make a trip down there again soon ;) We also got lucky this time, beating out all the crowds. Surprisingly it wasn't too busy, and we managed to do two parks in one day. A ton of rides, good laughs, and princesses later.. we were beat after spending 15 hours there.

Oh and the Christmas season here is just amazing. If you ever want to experience the best holiday spirit, Disneyland would be it. Only bummer is that there weren't fireworks due to windy conditions :( But I guess there's always a next time, right? Alright, shall end things here. More L.A posts to come! Just thought I'd put one out since I have some time right now. Till next time, XO.

Tis the season to sparkle ♥

2011-12-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

Hello December! I can't believe we're already at the last month of the year. Seems like time flew by quite fast this past little while. Now that we're onto the holiday season, I couldn't be more excited. Christmas parties, quality time with family and friends, turkey and champagne, and most importantly the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ!

With the holidays just around the corner, I've sort of already planned ahead as to what I should wear for the annual Christmas dinner. Sparkle and bling? I think so. I purchased a Wilfred sequined tank dress from Aritzia this past year, and haven't gotten a chance to wear it just yet. Well, luckily I saved it because that means I don't have to shop for a holiday dress this year! It is very similar to the one shown above, and this is how I would style it. Unfortunately the one I have doesn't have sleeves like this one, but nothing a blazer can't fix! Gold tones, and a pop of colour here and there and I'm all set.

So what have you guys planned for Christmas this year? I'll be heading down to L.A on the 14th of this month for a couple of days with the girls. Christmas season in Disneyland is sure going to bring out the inner kid in me. And I bet it'll be amazing. It's my first time, so I'm quite excited! Ooh and shopping! Don't get me started. Finally get to catch up with some friends who live in L.A as well. Vacation, here I come (again)!

Collaborative Residence ♥

2011-11-23T18:37:00.000-08:00

Here's the final product! I had a ton of fun with this collaboration, as Lily and I got to style these four looks together with pieces from THE BOARD OF TRADE CO.'s nu in-house women's line, WU+SEN. It's always a good time when I get to work with creative forces such as David and Lily. So if you like what you see, head down to the store (227 Union Street) to say hi and check it out, because these sure go quick! See anything you like yet in particular from this shoot? ;)

Hidden Gem: The Board of Trade & Co ♥

2011-11-21T18:55:00.000-08:00

I'm sure some of you have heard about THE BOARD OF TRADE CO. If you haven't.. well you're missing out! When my friend David (Co-owner with Eunice Quan), asked if I could shoot for their upcoming preview, I of course couldn't say no! I was down at the store last Friday to check out some of the new pieces that came in, and I think I'm in love. Lots of creams, blacks, sheer and knit pieces. Perfect for layering, especially with this weather. Their menswear collection is amazing too. Guys, this is where you should shop!

I also love the fact that this store brings in one of a kind pieces, from independent designers globally. You won't have to worry about everyone else looking the same. Oh and I picked up a jewelry piece that's designed by Amaly! I shall post a picture of that soon. They definitely have the coolest jewelry.

So if you're ever in the Chinatown area, make sure you stop by the store! It's located at 227 Union Street. Have lunch at Phnom Penh, and do some shopping after ;) Sounds like a great idea, yes? Oh and stay tuned for the preview pics. Lily killed it as always! XO

Let my heart speak louder than my head ♥

2011-11-19T01:26:00.000-08:00

Just a quick post before the weekend officially starts! Couldn't ask for a better Friday. Fabric shopping, sneak preview from David at BOARD OF TRADE & CO. (Exciting collaboration soon!), Phnom Penh for lunch with Andrew & Kim, photowalk, good talks and Praise Night! Going to be a rather busy weekend for me with work et all, but I'm looking forward to it! What are your plans for this weekend? XO

The world in front of me ♥

2011-11-15T03:01:00.000-08:00

Images via weheartit & Kevin

I was up late the other night.. just couldn't seem to fall asleep. (What's new, right? Haha.) I guess it's because there's been a lot on my mind lately. I thought about all the things I wanted to do, and wrote them down on paper. Most of them involve me being in other parts of the world.

Ever since my Asia trip, I've been on what you can call.. a travel high. I've been wanting to explore and see more parts of the world, experience more cultures, and document them. However, I think I've just about maxed out my travelling plans for the rest of this year. There's LA with the girls coming up in a few which I'm very excited for though! I came across this article awhile back, stating reasons as to why you should travel when you're young. And I couldn't agree more. So give it a read if you have the time. Maybe it'll inspire you to take that backpacking trip in Europe. Go hiking in the Himalayas. Cook up a storm with groceries you bought from a floating market in Thailand.. or volunteer at a village school in India.

Now with all that being said, I think being able to travel is a privilege, and a blessing. So if you get the opportunity to travel, I say do it. Go. Create your own adventures. Live life. Make memories and seize the moments, because they are going to be incredible. So what are some of the crazy things on your bucket list? Do share! I'd love to hear them :)

Be blessed ♥

2011-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

Just a quick post! Been a rather slow but crazy week at the same time. Lots of major decisions to be made, and carried out. But in the midst of all of this, thought I'd share something I've made that serves as a good reminder for me :) Have an awesome week ahead y'all! XO

Light up the sky ♥

2011-11-03T18:47:00.000-07:00

An outfit post? Surprise! Haha I know I usually don't do them, mainly because I have to scramble to find someone to take photos for me. I guess that's what you get for being photographer among your group of friends haha! Just kidding. Bugged my brother to snap a few shots earlier today for me. Sorry bro. Fortunately, the weather worked in my favour when I wanted to take photos. It was raining earlier when Roxi, Aaron and I went to Central Park for a walk. Nonetheless, it's always nice to catch up with highschool friends :)

TALULA MILITARY JACKET, TALULA CAMISOLE, FOREVER 21 SKIRT, LACE TRIM CARDI & NECKLACE, MICHAEL KORS WATCH, UNIQLO TIGHTS, JEFFREY CAMPBELL WEDGES

I got this orange high-waisted skirt from Forever 21 the other day, and it was $7.50!! What a steal. Autumn always makes me want to dress in rich reds, browns, orange and gold tones. Inspired by the ever changing colours of the trees? I think so. Oh, and I got a few shots of Aaron as well! Maybe I should try and convince him to do outfit posts sometime. What do you guys think?

On a side note, I will be going to L.A with my girlfriends in December! Any suggestions as to what there is to do there? Besides the happiest place on earth and shopping of course :) Would be much appreciated! Until next time, XO

For the first time ♥

2011-10-31T02:03:00.000-07:00

So much has gone on these past few days. (Much would actually be an understatement.) I don't exactly know where to start. Work has commenced as usual, and the routine of things are slowly getting back its momentum. These next few months are going to unveil a series of changes. Good change, change I'd need some time to get used to.. and some rather unwanted ones. Time to take a leap of faith, with God by my side. Yes I'm being rather ambiguous with this post, but when the time comes.. the news will be shared, I promise :) To those who know, you already know why.

But with all that being said, I'm excited.. nervous, and relieved. All that was needed to be said, was said. Most importantly, I have support from the people I love most. Hmm also been thinking of starting up outfit posts again for the longest time. Maybe I shall get to that next. December is going to be a magical month. You'll soon find out why. Oh and I just thought I'd include some photos that reflect our current weather. Took those the other day when I was out shooting with Lily! Until next time, XO.

Jet set & shop ♥

2011-10-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

If you knew me well, you'd know I wouldn't leave without a little shopping while I was in Asia! Unfortunately.. I didn't get to shop as much as I wanted because my luggage space limited just that. Oh well, next round? But here are some of my favourite buys from the trip! I got this oversized printed jacket from MODPARADE in Singapore. So glad they had it when I dropped by the store a second time, after I had extended my trip. Such a good piece to work into my basics. The purse and shoes are from Charles & Keith, but in different countries. The purse though, would have to be my absolute favourite. A rich aubergine colour, and gold detailing. Classic. My mom said she has the same purse some 20 years ago. Yep, we sure recycle our trends. I have to say.. Hong Kong had some of the best shopping though. For clutches and souvenirs. And bargaining? The most fun part about shopping there! I think I need to make a trip back there soon. Anyone care to join? ;)

So what has been your personal favourite purchase during a trip? Do share!

Unexpected like a shooting star ♥

2011-10-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

So after Singapore, the gang made their way to Brunei. However, I decided at the last minute that I wanted to extend my stay in Singapore. Which worked out extremely well because I got the chance to catch up with some of my childhood friends and extended family. But the Singapore portion had to end sometime, right? So I too, was on my way to Brunei soon after. It sucked being sent off by my favourite people. Not that I didn't appreciate them taking the time to send me off.. but as soon as I said bye, the waterworks started. Go figure.

Onto Brunei! Ok I didn't know what to expect in Brunei.. but all I could think of was Aladdin, rich Sultans.. and oil. Well, I was two-thirds right! Royalty ran this country, with 24 carat gold mosques, and dirt cheap gas. It was unbelievable. $0.56/Litre? That was Vancouver more than 10 years ago! Oh and if you're a Brunei citizen... you get to apply for free land. How awesome is that? The Sultan sure takes care of his people. Even though I only spent two days there, I really enjoyed seeing Fiona's family as well as where she grew up. I had some of the best satays here. No jokes. We drove over to this place by a pier, but they sold out. So we found the guy who ran the stall's brother.. and drove there for some good ol' satay and ketupat. One of the best dinners ever from this trip, hands down. Oh and I caught a glimpse of Wu Chun's house! No big deal. Oh check out the photo below. A haircut, massage and shave for $7.00. Say whaaat?!

Anyways, that leg of the trip flew by quite quickly, and Pablo and I were off to Hong Kong before we knew it. Can't wait to share some of my awesome buys from this trip in my next post! Until then, xo.

My Island Home ♥

2011-10-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

Before I bombard this page with instagr.ams, I shall talk a little about my hometown. I've heard endless comments from my relatives, friends and loved ones about Singapore. Some good, some bad. But at the end of the day, it's where I'm from. Can't deny that. And I love it. Singapore is awesome. The local food.. is just delish. Shopping was pretty good, if you know where to go. (Haji Lane & Far East Plaza.) My cousins were the best hosts ever. Butter Factory? Too much fun there. Coffee dates were the best. Especially at my favourite spots. I almost have nothing bad to say about it. (Call me biased, whatever.) It was a huge blessing and a blast catching up with everyone! My apologies to those I didn't get a chance to spend much time with. (More opportunities in the future I'm sure!) Even though Singapore is small.. there's way more to do at night than Vancouver. The nightlife there is top notch. If you don't believe me, I'll take you there personally and show you how we do ;)

1. My beautiful & precious God-daughter! 2. Coffee date with my cousin at Kki 3. View from One Altitude 4. Beach getaway, Bintan 5. Drinks & Live bands at Pump Room 6. Inked.

But what I loved most about my time there was family time. Family is extremely important to me. It was a ton of fun catching up with them. I mean, I even went Karaoke with my 80 year old grandma. And sang Firework by Katy Perry. Yup, we sure know how to party. I also made quite a few new friends this trip. That was pretty dope. I couldn't have asked for a better time there. Now I'll let the rest of the photos do the talking..

7. Poolside at Marina Bay Sands 8. Girls at Universal Studios Singapore 9. Chili Crab! 10. The GFs partying it up at Butter Factory. 11. Cousins reunited 12. Dolled up for the dance floor

13. Zouk/Phuture, pre-drinks 14. Complimentary Champagne at MBS 15. Pool time at Savannah 16. Nasi Goreng from Simpang Bedok 17. Mani/Pedi time! 18. View from the pool 19. Our beer samplers from Pump Room 20. Rock it out 21. Beach drinks with two of my favourites

22. Love Conquers All. 23. Part Deux at Pump 24. Sisterly love 25. Hey Mr. DJ 26. Got my hair did 27. One Fullerton

The beauty of Taiwan ♥

2011-10-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

Oh hello! Finally an update, I know I know. It's been quite sometime since I've logged into Blogger.. but that's only because I've been really enjoying my trip. So much I didn't want to come home. This trip was quite the roller coaster. There were its ups and downs. But overall, it has been enlightening, extremely fun, and I'd do it all over again it a heartbeat. This trip has also given me some important answers I've been seeking for years. More on that later. I'll also be updating in parts. Too many photos and stories to share. Singapore will have it's own post of course ;)

I loved Taiwan. Unfortunately Paul and I fell ill on the last day. No to street food! Well.. just be extra careful with what you eat. Cus I had one of the worst food poisoning ever. Thanks to Pablo and Fiona for taking care of us though! Scootering through Kenting was the most epic thing. You'd have to be there to believe it. Passing through acres of land surrounded by beautiful, breathtaking scenery? Priceless. I felt so blessed during that ride. And free. At one point on our ride home, rays of sunlight pierced through the clouds. It was like a painting. Kenting is definitely one of my favourite spots. If you're ever in Taiwan, make sure you stop by! (This was also where Cape No.7 was filmed!) We stayed at the Casear Park Hotel. I have nothing but excellent things to say about it. Great service, friendly staff, and awesome buffets!

Overall, I had a blast in Taiwan. Would I go there again? Hells ya. There's so much to explore and do! Unfortunately this time around we didn't manage to stop by Taipei, but it'll be one of my stops on my next Asia trip. Asia is beautiful. There's so many places I'd add on to the wonders of the world from here, but you'd have to see it for yourself to agree. Our next stop? Singapore! My island home.

P.S Click here for the rest of the photos! The first album is in the previous blog post. Didn't want to post them all on my blog. Enjoy!

Land of Bubble Tea & Beef Noodles ♥

2011-09-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

I finally have time to sit down and blog. It's only my third day in Kaohsiung, Taiwan.. and we've done more than I can imagine. The weather took a little toll on me, but I'm slowly getting used to it. Kaohsiung wasn't what I expected at all. Then again, I didn't really have any expectations to begin with. This city reminded me very much of an old town. A place where my grandmother would fit right in. Everything is a bit dated, but it gives this city a charm like no other. From the mass amounts of scooters on the streets, to the local street vendors.. Kaohsiung is a city with so much culture and history. And I love that. I mean, where else can you see grandmothers on pink scooters racing down the street at such speed?

Food here is also extremely cheap. We literally paid CAD $4 for a ton of breakfast for four. Xiao Long Baos included! Oh and have I mentioned Taiwanese people are very hospitable? They're really friendly and personable. Easy to start and carry a conversation with. Of course, my mandarin isn't quite up to par just yet. But I'm getting there! I'm pretty surprised myself I was able to carry a conversation for 30 minutes entirely in Mandarin. Guess I didn't forget all of it after all. Pablo's family is awesome. They've been such great hosts thus far. And we're hanging out more tomorrow! Can't wait. We're leaving for Kenting on Monday, and I'm super stoked. Time to soak up the sun, crash the waves, and get rid of my awful TOMS tan. (I just might post a picture. But it's not a pretty sight.) I'm a bit lazy to post the photos on my blog, so I'll just link it here. I'm off to the night market in a bit, so I'll end it off here. Until next time! xo

Leaving on a jetplane ♥

2011-09-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

So.. I'm leaving today. And it's finally kicking in that I will be away for a month! It's been awhile since I've lived out of my suitcase for that long. So yes, I'm a bit nervous. (I have packed light this time. And let me tell you.. it was a challenge.) But super excited at the same time. It's been a long time coming, and it's finally here!

First stop, Taiwan. Kaohsiung and Kenting to be exact. I have no idea what to expect, but I'm sure I'll be able to put my barely-there, broken Mandarin to some use. Maybe throw in some Hokkien if I can. Not looking forward to the long flight.. but hey maybe I'll meet a cute guy on the plane. A cute Taiwanese boy? You know those ones from the Taiwanese dramas? Wilber Pan? Or quite possibly not. We'll soon find out.

Can't wait to share my adventures and document them on my travel journal. Which, will end up on my blog as well. Photos and vlogs to come! Keep a look out for them. Until next time! xo

Rolling in the deep ♥

2011-08-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

And here's part two with Lily! I especially love this set.

Like a skyscraper ♥

2011-08-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

I love how spontaneity can sometimes result in something amazing. I've always enjoyed being behind the camera, as it is like art to me. Capturing that exact moment that results in a beautiful picture makes me happy. Of course I couldn't have done this without Lily! This girl is stunning. Inside and out. Glad that I was able to catch up with her before we both left for our trips. Jenny joined us after as well! Girl time is always good :) Part deux in October, right girls? This will probably be one of my last posts before I leave for Asia. I'll definitely be sharing stories, pictures, as well as vlogs throughout the trip. (*fingers-crossed* that I'll have time!) I can't wait! Although.. it hasn't exactly kicked in that I'm going yet. (I'm already planning a second trip in December. Cali!) I haven't started packing, nor finished some last minute purchases, or bought travel insurance. I should probably get on that asap. In the meantime, I hope you enjoy these photos! I'll have part two coming right up. Those ones are magical.

Hearts for the Dalits ♥

2011-08-22T19:53:00.000-07:00

So I haven't blogged in quite some time, as the concert has been my top priority. Looking back - all those hours of planning and organizing with Kevin and Amy (You two are amazing btw. I couldn't have pulled this without you both. Awesome team effort!), paid off. It's been such a blessing to be able to share the story of the Dalits with you all. I hope all who attended feel the same, and will join us on our journey to continue this movement. This is just the beginning! From the bottom of my heart, I want to sincerely thank everyone who attended, who helped out, who supported us, and were part of this cause. I'm so humbled and encouraged by it. I love you all.

Special shoutout to Frank and Kevin, who flew up here from Cali just to be part of this. It was a great blessing having you two around. Ain't no sunshine when you're not around. Literally :( Hahaha. Thanks for adding so much laughter, joy and fun during your time here in Vancouver. I miss you two so much ♥. I need to go down to Cali to visit soon and have my mind blown, yes? Hope we'll be seeing more of each other soon!

For those of you who didn't know.. at the beginning of last week, I felt extremely discouraged. I had injured my back, and felt physically defeated. It was the worst possible time for something like this to happen. I couldn't walk, and I didn't know what I was going to do. But God is so good. He is amazing. Placing my trust and committing the concert into His hands was all I needed to do. Healing is in His hands. For once, I let go and let God. I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for their prayers as well. It was greatly appreciated.

Overall, this past week has been one of the best. It was so awesome to meet different groups of people who wanted to be part of this great cause, and support something I hold so close to my heart. One of the most important things I've learned during this journey is that we're truly blessed here. I've learned to count my blessings, but it shouldn't stop there. Share hope. Share love. And have faith. Do something greater. We're all fully capable of sharing His love with others, and love them as He first loved us. Inspire and act. And together, we'll change the world. Hearts for the Dalits! ♥

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose. " - Romans 8:28

Herrohachi x BHLC Sharing Hope Collab ♥

2011-08-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

As some of you may know, the Sharing Hope Benefit Concert is next Saturday! (Who hasn't gotten their ticket yet?) Well we did a little preview shoot to showcase the shirts that will be available for purchase at the concert.. and here they are! We collaborated with Kym from Herrohachi Tees, and we're very excited to share that with you all :) So if you'd like one, drop by the concert! Kym will be there selling these awesome tees.

Just keep it simple ♥

2011-08-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

So I'm sure those of you who live in Vancouver know that this Summer started.. well, a little late. I wasn't counting on an eventful Summer because half of it seemed to be stuck in Spring, as well, work was keeping me indoors most of the time. But.. I'm ecstatic for my upcoming trip! My dad's + girlfriends' challenge to me is to pack light. So I'm going to try and do so this time. (Goodbye overpacking!) Key word, try. Haha! Here are a few key pieces I need to have in my luggage, as I'll be living out of that for the next month. Denim, crochet, sandals, fedoras, and accessories! When in doubt, accessorize. Pack a bunch of basics, and lug the accessories along. My new rule: Pack light, and rotate pieces. What are some of your must haves for jet settin'?

Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be ♥

2011-08-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

I love birthdays. And surprises. But what I love even more is surprising someone on their birthday. So this year, my homeboy Aaron, decided to leave his birthday in the hands of Jerry and I. (Bad idea. Haha kidding!) Well we sent him on a Superhero scavenger hunt, which eventually led him to where we were. Which was.. Karaoke! Some shuffling and Spice Girls dance moves later.. we headed to Phnom Penh for dinner. (Best chicken wings EVER.) I knew he wanted Sushi, but we saved it for later on.. on the cake itself ;) Which.. I'm very proud of. Thanks to our cake team - Fiona aka Cake Boss, Elaine, Gloria & myself. Awesome job ladies!! Isn't this such a dope cake? What's the coolest or most unique cake you've seen or got for someone else?

I took some snapshots of earlier in the day as well. You know me, I hardly go anywhere without my trusty Nikon in my purse. That is, if it fits. Can't believe how fast time passes by. The Sharing Hope Benefit Concert is next week, and my trip in four. It's definitely crunch time.

It's a Whistler weekend ♥

2011-08-02T00:39:00.000-07:00

Long weekend at Whistler? Awesome. The last time I went to Whistler was probably.. 5 years ago? Yeah it's been awhile. Not too much has changed, but it was still very much an enjoyable trip. This time.. it was with my family + some family friends. Good bonding time. It's amazing what an hour and half's drive from Vancouver will take you. I feel pretty blessed to live not too far off from Whistler. Don't you, Vancouverites? Anyways I'll let the pictures do the talking. Photo overload! Hope everyone enjoyed their long weekend as well :)

Waking up to wonderful ♥

2011-07-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it's almost August? (I can't wait till it actually is.) Where has all the time gone? But I'm excited to say.. the Benefit Concert is in a few weeks!! (Come join!) Months of planning and organizing definitely pays off. I'm also super stoked to see my Cali boys :) As some of you already know, Frank aka Ice1cube and Kevin Lien will be in town for the concert. What did I tell you about our all-star line up?

My trip is also slowly creeping up on me. We've finally gotten most of our trip schedule planned out, just need some minor finalizing. I'm glad it's in September, and that I'll be going with Fiona, Pablo and Paul. It'll be a good time of fellowship (A very much extended one), good eats, and just time to discover new places, cultures and enjoy what the rest of the world has to offer. With that being said, a lot of my friends and family members have been saying I'm so lucky to be able to travel and take time off work just for this.

I recently talked to my dad about my trip, and he mentioned how there's a huge difference between being lucky, and being blessed.. and asked which one I would rather be? Brings me to the fact that I've always envied my cousin who is fairly well off, and has the life that most women would want. However the more I thought about it.. I realized I wouldn't want to be in her shoes. You know how we're always saying so and so's so lucky.. and most of the time it's because they have things we want, or wished we had? If you ever find yourself asking that, look and count the blessings in your life. Because I for one.. would rather be blessed, than lucky. Oh how I love the random conversations I have with my dad. As I grow older.. I learn to appreciate conversations like these even more.

Back to the trip talk. Have you seen my inventory list? Haha yes you can call me crazy, but I call it being organized! Although.. I have a feeling I'll be living in my denim cut-offs, pocket tanks and flip flops most of the time. The heat will be too hot to handle! But.. I think I could all use some sun after the lack of sunshine in Vancouver this Summer. Alright I think I'll end things here. Whistler-bound this weekend. So until next time! Love, T.

P.S What do you guys have planned for the rest of the Summer? Do share! I'd love to know :)

We are a chosen generation ♥

2011-07-14T03:33:00.000-07:00

"We learn to pass by unspeakable things and situations without ever stopping, whether it's a mother hitting her child at a Wal-Mart or a homeless person starving or freezing on the street while we're on our way to American Apparel to get a two-for-one special on t-shirts. We shouldn't just accept destruction and individual devastation as normal everyday occurrences. Only when we start to attune to what's really happening all around us can we start to transform it." - Kelly Cutrone

I first saw this on Lily's blog.. which soon became a good reminder as to why I'm doing the Sharing Hope Benefit Concert. I'm sure at one point or another, everyone has passed by that homeless person on the way to work, the mall, school.. or have seen and know someone being mistreated or helpless in a situation. And yet.. we remain a bystander, leaving them to fend for themselves. I'll admit that I've been guilty of that myself on numerous occasions.

We spend money without much thought at times. On food.. shopping.. travels.. when a small amount such as $5, is the same amount for someone else's meals for the day. A meal that is essential for their survival. And what's even more absurd is that as we continue to see this on a daily basis, we've also grown to easily accept these situations and become immune to it. Turn a blind eye, and move along. It's easier to isn't it?

However, with all that being said.. I truly believe our generation is fully capable of transforming and changing the world around us. We have the power and resources to bring light to these situations, and help serve as an encouragement to others to do so as well. It's about bringing our community together, and our willingness to move forth and act on it.

I'm not saying to go out there and donate every single cent you have to every homeless person, or every good cause. I'm just hoping that you'll at some point, help shed some light on these situations.. and realize that you too, can do your part to help. Even if it's a small part.

With all my heart, I believe if you have faith that you can accomplish something, you're very much capable of doing just that. As for me, I have been truly inspired and touched by the Dalit people in India.. and this concert is my gift to them. If I can play even a small part in creating awareness and help empower these children by giving them the opportunity for an education, it's a blessing to me. Education is the key to their freedom, and essential for breaking the cycle of poverty.

I'm very encouraged by the support of my family and friends with this upcoming benefit concert. Couldn't have done it without them, and I'm eternally grateful that they're ever so willing to be a part of this too. I think if we continue to stay motivated, and encouraged with this cause, or any good cause really; we can keep this growing movement and make it even bigger than what it already is.

So I'm inviting you guys to come join me on August 20th! Change lives, and have your life changed as well. We're richly blessed in so many ways. It's about time we become and share that blessing with others.

Concert info: http://www.bhlc.ca/sharingHope/concert/

I hope to see you there! xo

A Nostalgic Summer Dream ♥

2011-07-02T23:52:00.000-07:00

*Warning, photo heavy post! Summer is officially here. Mr.Sun came out to join us this afternoon, and what better way to embrace it then to enjoy the sun with a photoshoot? Gloria, Alyssa and I decided to spontaneously do one, and I think I'm in love with these pictures! Summer dreamin'. I edited these on my brother's Macbook, and the photos turned out really well. Expect more of these.. because I've jumped on the Apple bandwagon. I know I know, I said it was hard to use et all.. but Photoshop is just so much better on the Mac. These pictures are proof.

Vlog #5: Shopaholics Unite

2011-06-30T13:26:00.000-07:00

Vloggin' time! This was quite the week. And I think I giggle too much.

The colours of Monday ♥

2011-06-20T18:26:00.000-07:00

Guess who I met up with today? It was none other than the lovely Jen of herwaisechoice! It was so good to finally meet her, and talk over lunch at Burgoo (Awesome service by the friendly staff, and good food!). Of course we did some shopping as well. Window shop of course! The Summer sales so did not help.. but we managed to pass on them. *Pats own back*

I'm sure many of you know that I hardly ever do outfit posts. Mainly because I hate using the tripod, and I don't have the time for it as well. But thanks to Jen I have something new to post in a very long while! Oh and those wedges I'm wearing.. my absolute fav right now. Comfort and style at it's best.

And here's Jen with her outfit!

Oh and here's how my week went! I'm sure you'll get quite a good laugh out of this, as did I. My friends are quite the awesome bunch :)

In the light of the aftermath ♥

2011-06-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sure as most have already heard, our city became quite the nightmare on June 15th, 2011. After the Vancouver Canucks lost to Boston (Sadface*, but so proud of our boys regardless. They played a great season.), havoc was wrecked on this city.. and what we knew as our Vancouver, became a war zone. I shall not elaborate on the details, as I'm sure the news has shown it all.

I couldn't believe it. My city. The city I spent half my life in, was being destroyed right before my very eyes. I thought I was watching a scene from a movie. But instead, it was the news. However, with that being said.. I hope world realizes that a small group of hooligans acting like idiots, does not represent the rest of Vancouver. When there's the bad, there's also always the good.

The following day, awesome citizens and real fans spent their day cleaning this city up, and restoring it to what it was. Their time, dedication and goodness did not go unnoticed. I have to admit.. that at first I was ashamed and embarrassed, but am now so proud of the amazing citizens that make up this beautiful city. Their good spirit throughout the clean-up can be a testament to that. People from all walks of life came to lend a hand. I have so much respect and appreciation for the VPD, as well as everyone else who was ever so willing to help, and protect our city.

This is what Vancouver is really made of folks. This is our city, our Vancouver, and we love it.

Inspired to Act ♥

2011-06-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

Remember this post? Well this dream did come to life thanks to the overwhelming support of my family, friends, and my church. Also couldn't have pulled this together without my two partners-in-crime, Amy and Kevin. You guys are awesome. It's crazy to think that I wrote that post approximately two months ago, and here were are, two months later.. presenting this concert to you guys.

(Poster & Ticket designed by the lovely + talented Cheryl Loh)

Please keep August 20th open! I'll be there, along with other awesome people. And I'd love to see y'all there! It'll be a night of fun, great entertainment, and one that will leave you inspired. You wouldn't want to miss it. Our MC is quite the comedian, and our performers? All-stars. Have I also mentioned that Kym from Herrohachi will be collaborating with us for a designed tee for the concert as well? I can't wait. We'll be shortly releasing promo videos as the weeks go by, so keep an eye out for them! August 20th. 7pm. Windermere Secondary. (Yee yeah! Warriors represent.) SAVE THE DATE.

Ticket Info:
1. Contact our ticket representatives (Or me)

Vancouver: Aaron Lo - aaronshlo@gmail.com
Burnaby: Pablo Chang - picassochang@gmail.com
Coquitlam/SFU Surrey: Shauna Lim - shaunal@sfu.ca
Richmond: Fiona Chian - fionachian@gmail.com

2. Order online @ www.bhlc.ca/sharingHope/concert

Tickets are at $10 each.

For inquiries regarding our group rates or any further questions, please feel free to contact BHLCsharinghope@gmail.com. (Or you guys can definitely email me at tessatham.yl@gmail.com)

Wandering & Wondering ♥

2011-06-08T02:15:00.000-07:00

They say life's an adventure after you graduate, so where will our paths eventually lead us? My adventure has been slowly unraveling ever since I've been done with school. From taking a year off to adjust to these changes, meeting new people, travelling, and ultimately learning more about myself. It has been quite the time of growth, embracing what life has to offer, as well as a constant learning experience.

We each have a different path. A different plan for our lives. When I catch up with old friends, it always surprises me to see how fast these changes occur in everyones' lives. Some of my friends stayed the same, while others move on to bigger, and better things. Some are stuck in a rut. Some have no idea what to do with their lives. Some are still trying to find themselves.

Sometimes I wish I could fast forward and see how things are going to unravel in my life. But then I realized where would the fun and excitement be in that? I also think that a lot of us tend to get tired of the lives we're living at some point, and yearn for that change. Any change. Always looking for something more. As long as something is different from our normalcy. We wander, wondering what we'll eventually find. Hoping and wishing that we'll receive that coveted moment of clarity.

To be honest, I was hoping that my trip would give me some answers I've been seeking. Maybe I'll find them, but it's also quite possible that I will not. Maybe it'll be the deciding factor of whether I eventually choose to move. Who knows?

But I'll say this. With everything that I've done, I've never forgotten to take a moment, and enjoy the view. Appreciate the world in front of me. Absorb it's beauty, the culture, and the view. Be it the beautiful sunrise accompanied by the lovely fresh morning air, or the Canucks creating a sea of cheering supportive fans in Vancouver. (I'm hoping we take it home with Game 5!! Go Canucks go!) Live life. Believe in something greater. Start an adventure you can call your own. Because when you do, all that wandering and seeking to find something better, will eventually fade.

Printed Voyage ♥

2011-06-02T00:12:00.000-07:00

I've been looking for some summer wardrobe inspiration lately, mainly for my trip.. and I came across this amazing editorial from May 2011 Vogue Russia. This screams prints and colours, which I fell in love with. My favourite definitely has to be this Missoni number. Wouldn't you agree? Now to incorporate some of this into my wardrobe without looking crazy to my friends haha. More photos here!

Roadtrips with sightings of giraffes ♥

2011-05-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

I couldn't ask for a better day. It's awesome to see how our friendship has grown over the span of a couple months, into what it is at this present moment. Hysterical laughs till our stomach hurts, dance moves in the car, strange "giraffe" sightings (LOL gets me every time), and dirty jokes. This video doesn't capture every single moment, but it is definitely a reminder of a great day with some of the best people.

Almost Summer time in the city ♥

2011-05-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

I recently went on a spontaneous shopping trip with my cousin, and after helping her find a pair of shoes and a gift, I ended up with some shoes myself. (And a lace bustier tank!) To be completely honest, when I first saw the design of these shoes quite awhile back, it didn't appeal to me at all. Some of my friends like to refer to these shoes as peasant shoes. Or shoes that look like they bind your feet. However, the story behind these shoes is what made me purchase a pair. TOMS shoes would donate a pair of new shoes to a child in need, for every pair that is purchased. Isn't this movement awesome? And have I mentioned that they are extremely comfortable..

On another note, I went photowalking with Pablo, Richard, and Aaron the other day. Beautiful weather, awesome jokes, and hours of walking in downtown? These are some of the photos I ended up with. And yes, I did use my creeper lens.

If you like it then put a ring on it ♥

2011-05-18T00:50:00.000-07:00

It's crunch time. From planning the Benefit Concert (deets soon!) to meetings, to working full-time.. I feel like I'm caught in the chaos of things. (The trip planning is put on hold, but I'm super stoked for it. 3 months! I believe it'll be quite epic.) But above all, things are slowly being pieced together to create something pretty wonderful. And I don't even know where to start with how awesome my friends have been as of late. I've had so much support, it's amazing. Mad love for you guys. Speaking of work.. I don't think I've really talked about my job all that much.. so here goes. I actually really enjoy it. I'm glad I'm one of those people who can say they enjoy their job. Oh and I love my co-workers. There's so much to learn, grow, and experience working in the wedding industry. Needless to say, half the time my job does make me want to get hitched as well. From the beautiful dresses (I think I can look at gowns all day.), to the exquisite floral arrangements, to the photography - I love it all. And for those who are wondering.. bridezillas aren't a myths. But in all fairness, weddings are a high-stress level type of event.

(Photos via weheartit)

However, with all that being said.. Working in this industry has been a continuous learning process that is pretty beneficial. You definitely learn what to do or and what to steer clear from. Have I mentioned I already know what style of wedding gown I want? Hahaha. So ladies, any ideas on what style wedding gown you'd like to have?

P.S Sorry if I haven't replied some comments. Blogger was going through maintenance and some of my comments have yet to be restored :(

I like to keep things neutral ♥

2011-05-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

I've been a bit bored with my wardrobe lately. Doesn't help that the colours I'm naturally drawn to are the neutrals. Can't go wrong with basic colours, right? Work and planning has taken a bit of a toll on me, and I haven't been feeling the greatest. Maybe that's why it's reflective in my choice of colours. But that's not an excuse to dress poorly! Although.. I've opted out my heels for flats and wedges as of late. Comfort at it's best, here's my go-to work outfit.

A Little Clarity

2011-05-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

Feels like I'm going through this cycle yet again that brings me back to square one. Maybe it's a test of my patience. Maybe it's meant to be..? Only time will tell. Best things in life are worth waiting for, right? It's one of those moments when everything is so clear, before the truth goes back into hiding.

Funny, as my iTunes was on shuffle, this song played: Everything in it's time - Corrinne May. Love the song. Love her even more. One of my favourite local artists for sure. "Hold onto patience, and watch for the signs.. everything in it's time." Trust, faith, hope, patience & love. Best believe it.

Nature Blush ♥

2011-05-07T01:58:00.000-07:00

Spring has sprung, and has also gone by pretty quickly. On one of the rare sunny days we got, Shauna asked if I could do a portrait shoot for her. So here they are! Enjoy. Will do a proper update soon! x

A foreign adventure awaits ♥

2011-04-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

4 months till the long awaited trip. Excited, nervous, pre-travelling jitters? You can say so. Thinking about what to pack kind of stresses me out, when it should really be the least of my concerns. Have I mentioned I'm quite the over packer? Excessive baggage kills. I have the tendancy to bring everything. Brought 10 pairs of shoes (I bought another 6 over there) the last time I was back. Just in case, you know? (Need to make that master list soon!) And I'm always torn between what to wear on the plane and what I'll feel like wearing once I get there. (The heat doesn't help.) It'll be my first big trip with friends, and I'm sure it'll be quite the trip. Taiwan, Malaysia, Brunei, Singapore.. and the islands in between? Oh yeah. I can't wait. I'll definitely try to update regularly with vlogs + photos. I'm really hoping that this trip will expand my horizons, and allow me to experience different cultures, customs, sceneries, and food that each country has to offer. Needless to say, I think that this trip will be quite the adventure. Four cities, four friends, and a memorable (extended) Summer. I couldn't ask for more.

P.S The benefit concert is pretty smooth sailing. More deets to come. Will share soon!

Heart, Mind & Memories ♥

2011-04-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

I guess there's a point in your life when you reach a crossroad. Searching, looking for something, but not knowing exactly which path to take. I feel like there's so much more for me to accomplish, but at the same time I also feel like I'm rushed for time.

There's still much for me to learn, to experience, to grow, and build a strong foundation of everything altogether. Maybe I'm just too caught up with things that awaits my future, to really focus on the present. I can't help but feel like my heart belongs elsewhere. That there's a missing link somewhere beneath all that certainty. Maybe I'll find it soon, maybe not. Maybe it's just a temporary feeling. But whatever the case may be, my trust in Him will not falter, and I will remain faithful to His plans for me. I have faith, and I'm allowing God to remain in complete control. Everything in His time, right?

It's funny how looking back - I was so set on moving. December 2010, I decided. (Kevin, you knew all along this plan would fall through haha.) My mind was made up my but heart refused to move. I was torn, conflicted and this was eventually left in the back burner. To be honest, I was hoping for a change. Any change. I felt like I needed to get away, and move to a different city. But that only meant leaving behind a life I was so familiar with here. My family, friends, and my church. I clearly wasn't ready. And neither am I ready to make that move now. I realized that my decision was based on emotions, that were temporary. My memories of the past were drawing me back in, to the life I once knew, and missed. Mainly, my memories with my family and grandfather before his passing. I was looking for something more, something more fulfilling.. when I should've directed that focus to honour and glorify God.

It can be hard at times, but I'm definitely putting my utmost trust in Him. I'd like to eventually reside in Singapore for a bit if an opportunity arises, and if His plan permits. But as for now, Vancouver's home.

Singlish in a Western light ♥

2011-04-16T16:28:00.000-07:00

I love my days off. Especially on nice days such as this. Finally had a chance to catch up with Amy, as she's finally done all her finals. Congrats girl :) We went for pho, and decided to take a walk by Trout lake. Needless to say, we took pictures! Isn't she the cutest?

I've been meaning to also do more outfit posts, but my brother and my remote control + tripod are the only ones I can rely on for now. However, Amy took these shots for me, and I love them!

Tribal Romper | Heritage 1981
Necklaces | Oak + Fort & Bugis Street

Belt & Tights | Zara

Wool Over-sized Cardigan | Wilfred

Combat Boots | Spring

Okay, so last night I was hanging out with the guys, and they tried to get me to speak with the Singaporean accent. For those of you who don't already know, I was born and raised in Singapore for half my life, and my family eventually decided to move to Vancouver, instead of Melbourne. So now, I have accustomed to the Canadian accent. (The Australian accent sounds pretty cool too.) But of course, I can still switch to the Singaporean one if I wanted to.

Singlish is the language of Singaporeans. I'll have to just throw that out there. Our street slang is one that is unique and to be reckoned with, but at the same time.. can be a turn off to many hahaha. Although I'll have to say.. it's extremely fun talking to fellow Singaporeans in Singlish. So here's my question, what do you guys think of the accent? Some think it's cool, while others find it quite unpleasant to the ears. Watch this, but read this too, before you let me know what you think!

Part Deux: Paparazzi & Coffee talks ♥

2011-04-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

And there you have it. Part deux with Lily & Tinu! Part three sometime in the future? Who knows what we'll come up with ;) Enjoy!

Delicates of Spring ♥

2011-04-13T23:12:00.000-07:00

I brought my camera along with me to work the other day (for work purposes of course), but it was not until I was on my way home that I chanced upon these beautiful cherry blossoms. They're a stone's throw away from my place, which I am so thankful for. As I was shooting away, it brought a smile to my face, and reminded me to appreciate the simple things in life. Sometimes.. I think all we need is to take a step back, and take a good look at the world in front of us, as it unfolds beautifully.

Part of the process ♥

2011-04-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

Success. It's something we're all capable of having, when time and effort is present. Something in our lives, that as humans.. we yearn for. I know I for one dislike failures. I'm sure most of you would agree, right? In all that we do, we strive to be the best we can be; whether it be in our relationships, our jobs, or our goals & aspirations in life.

I remember being extremely frustrated and bitter, whenever I failed in something that I did. I often questioned why I failed, and would give up in a heartbeat. It definitely took me awhile before I realized that all along, I've been using the wrong ruler to measure my successes. "Be in the world but not of the world." If I continued to measure my successes according the the world's, I'd not be striving for true success. I'm not saying it's wrong to want to strive for the best, but it is through honouring God that you acquire true success. "In everything he did he had great success, because the Lord was with him." (1 Samuel 18:14)

So seek Him first above all things, with all your heart that trusts, praises, and loves. Chase after Him, and your successes will follow. Remember that true success, comes from doing His will.

Lights, camera, fashion ♥

2011-04-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

Model/Hair & Make-up: Lily Nguyen

Stylist/Creative Director: Tinu Adesugba
Photographer: Yours truly :)
Clothing provided by: Obsidian

When you put the three of us together, that share the same passion for fashion, this is the magic that happens. I hope that you guys will enjoy these pictures! Part two awaits. Give me a few days, I'll get to it. xo

Sooner than later ♥

2011-04-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

My weekend in photos. Well.. two-thirds of my weekend? Since there's still Sunday to go. Caught up with Amy this past Friday, and we had a girls day out! Always good to bond over food + fashion. Which girl doesn't love that? And also, I did a shoot with the lovely Lily and Tinu! Sneak peek for y'all. Check it. I can't wait to post the rest, but a teaser will have to do for now while I work on the pictures. When you work with two fabulous ladies, it's always a blast :) Not forgetting Aaron! Sushi + Candy? We're such kids hahaha. Jerry, you missed out this time :(

Oh and an update on the Benefit Concert! It is definitely a go. Thank you to those who've emailed, messaged, BBM, texted, etc. The responses have been such a blessing. I am extremely encouraged to know that there are others who would love to be part of this special cause, and want to make a difference. I'll definitely do a proper update soon. Think I need to get some writing out on here. Word vomit? ~~Gross.~~ Just kidding!

P.S Please continue to keep Japan, Mexico, & the rest of the world in your thoughts + prayers. We could use more of that right now.

Bring this dream to life ♥

2011-04-03T23:57:00.000-07:00

So the past Summer, a few of my friends went on a Missions trip to India, and visited the Dalits. And when they came back, we talked about everything that went on during their trip, how it changed their lives, and made them yearn for a better future for the people there. And ever since then, I've had that burning desire to do something for them. It's been pressing on my heart for quite some time, and I think it's about time I stepped up and make a difference.

For those of you who don't know who the Dalits are, they're known as the untouchables. They've been oppressed for over 3000 years, and are the lowest of the low. They're being treated at a lower status than animals, and are not considered part of the human society. Can you imagine that? And there's about 250 million of them. That number just blows my mind.. and at the same time, truly breaks my heart to know that on a day to day basis, people are being so mistreated, and are living in such poor, poor conditions. They're essentially living the life of poverty, exploitation and slavery. No one deserves to live a life like that. I'm talking life without clean running water, food on the table, electricity, internet (Some of us already get frustrated when Facebook/Twitter is down. Admit it! Haha), and all the basic necessities that keeps us alive. They don't even have the choice of whether they get an education. And the most absurd thing I've learned of.. is the fact that the locals, or the people that are non-Dalits, are forbidden to eat at the same place as them, share the community wells, or even shake their hands. Even though the Constitution of India has made special provisions in regards to the abolition of Untouchability, till this day - the discrimination still exists.

I know in Vancouver, a lot of us take our lives for granted. Myself included. We're truly blessed, and so fortunate to live in such a beautiful city - with a pretty good healthcare and education system. We have the privilege of enjoying what this city has to offer. A lot of us live our lives in excess. And I think it's about time we give back to those who are less fortunate than we are. I've said it before, one of my dreams is to give the Dalit kids in India the possibility of a future. To give them an education that will be their key to liberation. So I'm going to need your help Vancouver! So far my church, with the help of many awesome charitable others, has raised $22,968.52. I know it's quite aways to go to get to $50,000, but I have faith that we can do it. Once we've reached our goal of $50,000, our anonymous donor, will match it. And all of that will go towards the building of a school for the Dalit children in India. (Here's an update as to how the construction of the school is going)

So where does my idea come into play with all of this? Well, I've decided to do a Benefit Concert during the Summer! Sometime in August I'm hoping. I know I can't do this alone, but I believe there is power in numbers :) With the concert, of course we'll be looking at venues, performers, and people who just want to be a part of it all, and help make a difference. I'm hoping that people will come forward and help in any way they can, and I hope that this touches your heart enough for you to spread the word and be part of this dream. We have the power and the resources to make a difference. So Vancouver, will you help me bring this dream to life?

For more info please visit this site: http://www.bhlc.ca/SharingHope and if you'd like to make a donation, please do so there as well! I thank you guys in advance ♥

P.S Please please feel free to give me suggestions with the venues, or if you know of anyone who'd love to perform, just holla!

Not a lady who lunches ♥

2011-03-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of that term,"Ladies who lunch"? Well.. I think after this high tea session, I'm good for not going for high teas for quite some time. Not my cup of tea unfortunately! My aunt is in town for a couple of weeks, and I thought it'd be nice to take her out for something a little more on the fancier side, where we could chat, and catch up. Saw this on dealfind, and thought I should give it a try.

We had sweet pastries, tea, and savory sandwiches. Here's the menu if you want to know what's on it. The Angel Falls Mist tea was a nice compliment to the pastries and sandwiches that were served. Overall, it was pretty good. A little too sweet for my liking.. but we were stuffed. Outstanding service, as always - as it is the Fairmont Hotel. So for those of you who bought the deal and was wondering what it's like.. here are some pictures. It wasn't really impressive, or exceptionally delicious, but it is essentially what you paid for. Will I be back soon? Probably not. It's too fancy for my taste (I rather kick it and dine at Lucy's Eastside Diner, or The One hahaha), and it's also one of those things I'd enjoy having once in a very long while.

The other city I call Home ♥

2011-03-26T17:50:00.000-07:00

For those of you who don't know, I spent the later half of my life growing up in Vancouver. But of course, Singapore will always be known as home to me. I've met some of the best people in my life, and also had some of the most memorable experiences over here. Also, over the years.. I've grown to really appreciate and love what I've been blessed with here in Vancouver. Especially how beautiful Vancouver is. We're surrounded by nature, close to city life, and are able to experience four seasons yearly! (Okay, maybe excluding the dreadful rainy weather sometimes.) Nonetheless, I love how beautiful Vancouver is.

The other day, I went up to UBC to have lunch and catch up with some friends. Also met up with Kym for coffee (You guys need to check out her site. I'm sure you'd find something you like!) and of course I also met up with Vanessa! (Going to miss her + our shoots when she's in Asia..) We decided to do a shoot up at UBC, and Vanessa showed me some pretty sweet spots for shoots. The view of the ocean is breathtaking. It's views like that that make me love Vancouver even more. Let's just say after that, I'll be visiting pretty often. Anyways, here are some shots from the shoot!

Lost & Found ♥

2011-03-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

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"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." - Matthew 11:28-30

I came across this verse earlier today. And it reminded me of all the times I've felt burnt out and thought that going away and escaping was the answer. Often, when we reach rock bottom, or when we're experiencing a difficult time in our lives, we tend to think that running away solves it all. I know I did. It was so easy. Who wouldn't like to take the easiest way out? But the truth is, it isn't. It's just a temporary break from reality. Once we're done taking a break from it all, we would eventually have to come back and face what we have left in the first place.

In this passage, God asks us to walk with Him. Come to Him and work with Him to recover our lives. What do you think it'll be like to walk and work with Him? It doesn't mean that by walking with Him you will not face any storms in your life. You will. But believe that He'll always guide and lead you to where you need to be. He has your best interests at heart, so what He has planned for you will eventually prevail. God won't put you through anything that you can't handle. Because if He's going to put you through it, He'll definitely see you through. Like Proverbs 3:6 says, In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. So have faith in Him. Talk to Him. Walk with Him. Because when you do, He will deliver :)

Go bananas for Fashion ♥

2011-03-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

So.. I finally had a day off. 10 days straight, and one day off in between. Sort of brutal. Feels good to be able to take a break from everything and just sleep in and enjoy the day! My grandma is actually over in Vancouver for a few weeks for a short vacation, so I've been trying to learn a few of our family's recipes. Today Gabrielle and I started off by learning Jemput Jemput (Banana Fritters). So easy to make. And SO good. I kid you not. If you're nice I'll make some for you ;)

We decided to do a mini outfit shoot and see what outfits I could come up with, with what she had brought, as well as items from my personal closet. So these are the 3 looks. Comfort in style! Oh, and my brother decided to crash - because he's vain like that.

Look #1: I wanted to go for something a little more on the girly side, but stay comfortable and edgy as well. Girly grunge? You be the judge. I love the contrast of feminine and masculine pieces. Adds a little interest to it don't you think?

Look #2: Cargo Jeggings and a classic black blazer? Win. A pop of colour and a circle scarf seals the outfit. Not forgetting those awesome Sperry boater shoes (It'll definitely be a staple shoe for my trip in Sept! Super comfy!!)

Look #3: Military is one of my favourite styles. (Combat boots.. Jackets, you name it.) Harem pants + belted and my Mango sling purse? Love. (My brother decided to jump in on these shots.)

One of the best days I've had in awhile. Food & Fashion in one day? Who would complain :) I hope the rest of you guys' week started off well! xox

Knit away a little secret ♥

2011-03-20T01:38:00.000-07:00

This is my favourite accessory this season. Knitted infinity/circle scarves. Hand-made ones to be exact. There's just something about it. Maybe it's the warmth it gives, or the chunky knit detailing. I love it all. And now I want them in other colours! Oh the shopaholic in me.. The knit scarf above is from Brayn Child. Definitely check it out. The guy behind it is quite genius. Thanks again Calvin for introducing me to the brand! I absolutely love it. The picture below is me sporting another circle scarf. I'll let you guys in on a little secret. UBC has some of the nicest circle scarfs out there. And.. they only range from about $15-25! (Reasonably priced if you ask me. H&M has them for about $30, and the quality isn't exactly that great.) Unfortunately they're not always there as it depends on when the booths are open at the SUB (Student Union Building). But hey, if you're there and want one, hit UBC up. Who would've thought I'd be doing some shopping up at UBC?

So what's your favourite accesory this season? Or for the upcoming seasons ahead?

His Say: I hate shopping - with women

2011-03-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

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Read this article in ELLE Singapore earlier, and thought I'd share with the guys. Funny read. And rather true to say the least. Maybe I'll post Her Say tomorrow. Written by Kenneth Tan

I love to shop. I have no qualms about heading to a mall and spending a few hours trying on stuff before making a few purchases. New clothes to wear, sparkling new gadgets to play with; what's there not to like about shopping? So when you hear men say they hate shopping, what we're really saying is: We hate shopping with women. The difference between the way men and women shop is the very same difference between murder and manslaughter - it's all about intent. When we shop we do so with a view to purchasing something. It's not true that we don't window-shop; but we browse a specific range of items. Women, however, will look at everything... And most of the time, end up buying nothing.

Fact is, 80 per cent of consumers are women. But what they buy can seem so random. I once accompanied a friend to buy a "cocktail dress for a wedding", only for her to head home three hours later - with beachwear. It's akin to Columbus setting out to discover Asia but finding America instead.

Men follow a process of elimination when shopping. If I discount something from my search - say, black-coloured items - I will not browse racks with such items. A women on the other hand, may have declared "no black" but will thumb through racks of said items and try them.

Woman: "I love this dress! But my New Year's resolution is not to buy any more black stuff."
Man: "Then don't buy it."
Woman: "But its so nice. And they only have this in black."
Man: "Buy it then."
Woman: "But you know I have so many black clothes already..."

This will carry on for at least five minutes, or until we excuse ourselves to huddle with the other men at the seats by the shoe section. Our presence wouldn't have mattered. Women don't actually need men to persuade them one way or another; whatever we say doesn't matter. Their decision-making process is an internal monologue in which they resolve a dilemma that shouldn't have arisen in the first place. Eventually, they'll buy the item. Or not - in which case, they'll repeat the process in another store. This also explains the dozens of shoes and clothes they buy, and never wear.

It's frustrating to men because it just isn't logical. Shopping should be a linear process. We filter and focus, and if any research needs to be done, it's not done at the store wasting time with clueless staff - but in the comfort of our homes on the Internet. Preferably with a beer in hand. When we have something that matches what we want, then it's a matter of trying it out, if possible. If we shop by ourselves or with other men, we're in and out with the purchase in 10 minutes flat.

To their credit, none of the women I've dated have ever insisted that I pick up their shopping tab. Either they're ELLE readers or I'm incredibly dense. And if it's true that time is money, I should own a bungalow at Sentosa Cove by now. Yet, men can't live without women - and that's why, despite all the whining, the pleading and then the crying, we still go shopping with you. After all, women are beautiful, sensitive, lovable, generous souls.

Stay strong, Japan ♥

2011-03-15T04:50:00.000-07:00

I had to blog about this. Frankly, I'm upset. It upsets me as to how truly ignorant people in this world are. Pearl Harbour retribution remarks? Seriously people, at a time like this? I know these people are not worthy of any attention.. But are they that blinded by the past to realize the extent of hurt and negativity these crude and cruel comments bring? It's not karma, you idiots. And despite what has happened in the past.. it's all in the past. It's about time we moved on. No one deserves such remarks for what their ancestors did. What Japan really needs now is our prayer, love and support. The world could use a lot less hate, and more love. I'm so ashamed for these people. How does one have the heart to say such heartless things? I'm still appalled at times as to how self-centered and brainless people are. It doesn't matter which part of the world we live in. We're all living human beings. We all have our stories, our struggles and our lives to live. What matters is that when one is in need, we lend a helping hand in any way we can. I'm sure Japan would do the same if this had happened to any other country in the world. And they have too, in the past. Most of us are too quick to dismiss, as it doesn't concern or affect us directly. I really hope and pray that these people will open up their hearts and let go of all the hatred and negativity, and show compassion in the light of the aftermath.

On another note, it's been heartwarming to see the overwhelming response globally in aid of Japan. The most we can do right now is to pray, and donate. If you would still like to donate, the Canadian Red Cross has set up a fund for disaster relief efforts in Japan. Click here or text ASIA to 30333. I'm doing my part. So if you can too, do yours. Every bit counts.

Hold on to hope, and take courage again ♥

2011-03-11T02:23:00.000-08:00

I really need to sleep, but I've been watching the news for the past few hours. I can't peel my eyes away from it. I'm sure most of you have heard about the devastating earthquake/tsunami that has happened in Japan. Like a domino effect, it's moving quickly into other parts of the world. Watching the news.. one thought comes to mind. Prayer. (Other than financial aid) All I can do is pray. I know it might not seem much to others, but I believe in the power of prayer. Prayer can overcome. My heart really goes out to everyone who is affected by this unfortunate tragedy. It truly breaks my heart to see how lives are changed in a mere instant, how a beautiful city is being wiped out by waves in seconds. It's so unreal. Most of us see it on our TV screens, hear it on the radio.. but can you imagine the impact and experiencing it first hand? I can only imagine the fear and tragedy these people are going through.

With that being said.. unfortunately, it's only times like these when some people realize how precious life is. Don't let a tragedy determine how you'd live your life. Start now. Tell the people you love most, how much you love them. Do the things you've always dreamt of. Never regret. Take heart. You've only got this time on earth. Life is far too short.

Please continue to send your love, prayers and thoughts to Japan and the rest of the world. There is power in prayer. There is also power in numbers. Stay strong, Japan. The rest of the world is with you.

The places we should remember ♥

2011-03-10T17:59:00.000-08:00

If you've heard of Wong Fu Productions, you'd know that their work never ceases to amaze. I'd have to say this is one of my favourite shorts from Phil. (Absolutely loved the soundtrack by Jesse Chui as well. It's crazy how music is able to speak for what is being captured, and enhances the very emotions in this short.) The story line is beautifully written as always, but it's how he captured the very essence of Taiwan that I loved. It truly evoked what the culture, the people, and the place is about. (Makes me even more excited for my trip to Taiwan in September!) Of course, the message behind this story is always one to take with you.

With that being said, it has inspired me to do something during my trip. I know I have talked about vlogs, and quick snapshots of the places.. but it'd be nice to bring back something from the trip that I can keep for years to come. A video that tells a story. One that captures the very moments I've experienced. Little snippets of the places I can share with you, so that you can appreciate it too. (Of course it wouldn't be as amazing as Phil's haha, but I'll try my best!)

If you ask me, I'm ready ♥

2011-03-06T23:39:00.000-08:00

Talula Babaton Cardigan, Wilfred Bustier tank, Zara trousers w/ belt, Shoes from Bugis Street & Aldo pearl necklace

I believe it's time for an update. An outfit post! (Finally, eh?) I know I really shouldn't be shopping.. because I need to save up for my Asia trip in September, but I desperately need work clothes! I'm so used to dressing up all the time in dresses and skirts, that I failed to get the staple work trousers. I'm all about comfort + style, and I believe this just emphasizes that. Can't do an outfit without a pop of colour! My ring is actually not seen in this picture, but it's the same colour as my heels. My awesome $10 buy from Bugis Street in Singapore! (Who can resist?) I'm so glad I'm able to keep it fairly casual at work and show up in leggings and a tunic from time to time on my lazy days. Can't complain, I love my job.

Lyrics of the heart ♥

2011-02-22T00:06:00.001-08:00

Someone once told me, "Music is a tonic to the soul. Feed it. " That stuck with me for the longest time. I've always loved music. The sound of instruments and voices that go together is a beautiful thing. It brings out feelings, emotions and memories all at once. It has the ability to speak volumes. Tell a story. Share a common ground and bring people together.

I have been listening to the Aftermath album by Hillsong United these past few days.. and I have to say, it's amazing. It calmed me when I was frustrated. Helped me focus on prayer, and served as a gentle reminder of what really matters. A powerful, and lyrically beautiful album. I definitely suggest checking it out.

What are some of your all-time favourite songs or albums?

Like an avalanche ♥

2011-02-21T01:46:00.000-08:00

Just a quick cover of Like an avalanche off Hillsong's new album, Aftermath. So stoked for their concert this coming Wednesday! Hope you guys enjoy it :) Don't hate! This was our first take lol.

I'm coming home ♥

2011-02-20T02:39:00.000-08:00

I was going through old pictures tonight from when I was back home in Singapore. (Didn't help that I was listening to Home by Kit Chan. This song totally tugs on your heartstrings! Ya, call me patriotic..whatever lol) It definitely brought back a ton of memories. It's just an entirely different feeling when I'm there. I miss taking the taxi and having enlightening conversations with the taxi driver. I miss how I can go to the hawker centers for cheap eats with good friends at any time of the day. I miss seeing my neighbours that are like family to me. I miss the daily family dinners we have. I'm talking about having my aunts, uncles, cousins over for dinner almost every night. I miss how all my relatives live fairly close to me, and we'll make time to spend weekends together. It's a crazy time, but we're always having fun and enjoying ourselves. (Maybe the Singaporeans overseas can relate. Well.. some.) The list goes on.. I just have way too many childhood memories there to name that I hold close to my heart.

My parents however, don't feel the same way. I think I'm the only one in my family that misses it enough to move back. To them, Singapore isn't the same Singapore they once knew. Granted.. it has changed A LOT since I've moved. But to me, it doesn't change the fact that it's where I grew up, and where dearest memories to me were made. Till this day, 10 years later.. I'm still Singaporean. And to be completely honest, I don't think I'll ever give up my citizenship. Don't get me wrong, I love Canada. It's been a blessing living here all these years. But I have this strong need to go back. I can't quite describe it.. but I just know I have to. Maybe not right now, but when the time is right.. I'll be home.

P.S I'm SO stoked that I'm coming home in September!! (With Fiona, Paul & Pablo!) Expect Vlogs, pictures and tons of updates :)

Your love never changes ♥

2011-02-18T00:18:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we all fall short. My brother and I argue and bicker a lot of the time, and it almost always comes down to.. what's fair. Who wins this argument, or who benefits from it. I guess I can still be somewhat stubborn that way. We often think we want things to be fair; when in reality we want them to be fair only when it benefits us.

I was doing my daily readings today, and I came across this verse:

"You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.' But I say to you, Do not resist an evildoer. But if anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; and if anyone wants to sue you and take your coat, give your cloak as well; and if anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile. Give to everyone who begs from you, and do not refuse anyone who wants to borrow from you." - Matthew 5:38-42

Go the extra mile to be nice. Bend over backwards. Show grace. That's what He has taught us. My parents have too, always told us to be nice to each other. And let me tell you, it is most definitely not easy at times. We have our disagreements, differences and misunderstandings. Of course at the end of the day, we're family and we love each other no matter what. But what He is telling us is to show the love that He has for us. We love because He first loved us. It is not the easiest thing to do, as we often want to give other people what they deserve. But ultimately when we do - we're a reflection of God's love and grace.

A Main Affair ♥

2011-02-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

I had a day off today, and Kim slept over last night so we decided to get everyone together for some lunch! For as long as I can remember, Aaron and myself have been wanting to try this particular diner.. but we always almost end up at The One. Met up with Jerry, Alex, Liselle, Pearlyn and Mel, and off to Lucy's Eastside Diner we went.

It's such a quaint little local gem. The deco was very much like a 50's diner, but modernized a little. Food was fairly reasonable, and service was good. I ended up ordering their Classic Burger & Fries combo, which filled me up pretty quickly. Not to mention, it included one of the best milkshakes I've tried in a while! Definitely pick the Oreo flavoured milkshake. It's the best, hands down. Oh and have I mentioned.. it's open 24 hours?! How awesome is that? Perfect for all the late night hangouts! We ordered a variety of items off the menu, and everyone left very satisfied!

After lunch, we decided to venture off on Main Street, and our first stop? None other than Front & Co. My favourite! It's such a great place to find unique gifts, clothes and jewelry as well.

Something I found today. If you haven't noticed.. I have this thing for rings. What I love about this ring is how it is SO me. I'm sure everyone who knows me well enough would agree haha. Other than this ring, I also bought key covers that I've shared with Aaron. Look at what else he got!

This coffee tumbler has to be one of the most awesome ones I've seen ever. Oh besides the Nikon lens one I saw as well. Okay going to end this post off with this. Vancouver, can't you be more like this more often? Enjoy!

Oh hello there, it's been awhile ♥

2011-02-15T01:52:00.000-08:00

Wow I sure haven't blogged in what seems like awhile. (Trying to update more regularly!) Not that I haven't been in the blogging scene following my lovely blogger friends and reading their posts, but I guess you could say I'm in what you could call.. a blogger's rut. I haven't had the inspiration or motivation really, to put a post up. Maybe I should complete the blog challenges. So here goes. Day 10. A confession. I am sometimes a little jealous of not being as close as other girls are with a group of girls. (It really doesn't bug me most of the time.) Not that I don't have a group of girlfriends. I do have girlfriends I'm really close to, however.. we don't exactly make time, or put in that extra effort to spend time together. Bottom line is - we lack girl time. And if we did hang out, it'd be once in a while; on the basis of shopping, boy talk, etc. It's completely understandable that we all have busy schedules, school and work to worry/stress about, and it conflicts with our time that we have available. Something I believe the girls as a group as trying to work on. Don't get me wrong. I have mad love for my girls. Always.

But as I get older, I definitely see my core group of friends growing smaller. And for the most part - they're guys. Not saying it's a bad thing. I just happen to get along with guys better. Drama free, less complicated, chill - for the most part. We make time for each other. I think that's the big difference. Some people think friendships come easy. It's never a one way street. Time is precious, and I believe that it is best spent on people I love and care about the most. Quality over quantity people :)

On a similar note, I still remember blogging about this topic eons ago. Whether I associate myself with too many guy friends. That was 4 years ago. On Xanga. Still the same scenario 4 years later. Haha I guess some things never change.

Some short updates on January happenings:

1. My birthday! Much love to everyone who came out, and for celebrating such a special day with Shauna and I. Great drinks, great company, and a fantabulous cake made by the very lovely Fiona. Shoutout to Terracotta for hosting such an awesome party!

2. Catching up with friends who went abroad. Kim is finally back from the land down under. So glad she's home. I've missed my future roomie. Our convos are always a gong show.

3. Vancouver 2010 Olympic festivities. It was time to relive it. And it was awesome. The weather was a bit of a downer, but it was fun nonetheless. Good eats, epic memories, (not to mention a rather embarrassing one on my part..) and like always - the best company I could ask for.

That was my January in a nutshell. How was yours?

Take a step back, and just breathe ♥

2011-01-08T07:18:00.001-08:00

I have been meaning to update, but I just haven't really felt in the mood to. Things seem to be going at a pace I'm surprisingly.. not quite used to. It's not that I can't keep up.. It's just that things are different now. Changes I'm not exactly ready for. I've always wanted to grow up fast. You know, move out, get a job.. travel the world, and be established with a well-paid career. But everything is happening sooner than I thought. Maybe it's because I didn't expect to nail a job this soon in the year. I'm practically fresh out of school.. and a few days into the new year, I'm employed. It's a good thing, right? I'm grateful.. and it is definitely a blessing don't get me wrong. But with these changes, it'll take some time getting used to.

If you've ever felt rushed to figure out what you want to do, where you want to go with your life.. because you don't know just yet. Don't. Trust me, in time.. His plans for you shall be revealed :) I myself am not quite sure as to where this job will eventually lead me to.. but I have placed my trust and faith in God, and that He knows what's best for me. With that, I'm not expecting a smooth-sailing route ahead. I'm sure there will be hurdles along the way, struggles that I will eventually have to face.. But knowing I always have God to look to, puts my heart at ease.

I used to be the girl that thought she knew everything she ever wanted in life. I had that 5 year plan planned out to perfection, and I was ready to live it out. I wanted that high-profile life. That stability, certainty and constancy. To live in luxury, without a care in the world. But truth be told..I don't think I dug deep enough to see what really matters. Life is not about that. Everything I thought I wanted, I'm not so sure I exactly do anymore.

I guess as we grow older, we tend to forget the simplicities of life. That innocence that we once had - as a child. We often let material possessions define who we are, and our successes in life. All I can say is.. don't let it run who you are, or who you'll become. Always remind yourself to let your happiness come first, and the rest will follow :) No matter how successful you become, continue to stay humble. I think that's the biggest lesson in it all. Alright I'm up waaay later than I should be lol. Time to call it a night. Until next time! I promise more constant updates :) xo

Back to it again. Constant thoughts running through my mind that keep me up.

Long time coming ♥

2010-12-25T02:36:00.001-08:00

Finally an update. A long awaited one. So what's new? Well for starters.. I'm done finals, done school -- and I'll be looking for a job fairly soon. Just taking a break before the New Year. (I can't justify it being well deserved..) Time sure flies, and we're almost a step away from 2011. I believe it's going to be an awesome one. Year of travels, fa sho. Can't wait to create memories, go on adventures, and make a difference. It's Christmas today, but for some reason it doesn't feel like it. Maybe I just am not feeling the festivities this season. I'm definitely looking forward to our annual family dinner though. Time passed waaaay too fast this past year. Where did this year go? I can't believe here I am, on Christmas morning, looking back at what I've done and accomplished this past year.

2010 was a year of growth. New friendships, cherished memories, new things learned, as well as experienced. I've met some of the most amazing people that I hold close to my heart this year, and I wouldn't trade that for the world. This year was also one of lessons. There's always lessons to be learned, right? Well there were many learned, that's for sure. The one that stuck out for me though, is to show His love, regardless of the circumstance. Sometimes.. I think we're all way too quick to judge. We all judge and make snap decisions or assumptions about people, or any given situation. Admit it. You'd be lying if you said you didn't. I've learned though.. to give people the benefit of the doubt. To show compassion towards others. Now I'm not saying it's easy, nor automatic. In fact, it took me awhile to justify certain situations I was being put in, and find it within myself to show that compassion. But take a moment to think about the possible story that may have made them or caused them to react or come off a certain way. I don't think I could ever be more understanding, till after this year.

With that being said, I've also learned that differences should not be feared, but accepted and handled with love. With love, also comes patience. I cannot tell you how many times my patience was put to the test this year.. But I'm glad they were. Going through and experiencing these situations only led me to learn more, and grow from it.

This year has really truly been a blessed one. I am so thankful for everything that has happened in the past year, and I am excited for what awaits the next! (Okay, I think I'll just close with a few pictures as to what I've been up to. Enjoy! I promise more after Christmas.)

(Some recent purchases)

(Very delicious fried wontons from Charm Modern Thai)

(Chong Bros Tourney)

(Christmas Eve AYCE with Aaron, Jerry + Susan x James ♥)

(Aaron being ..well, himself. Hahaha)

Sleeping to Dream ♥

2010-12-07T18:32:00.000-08:00

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I've been having such odd dreams as of late. They always revolve around my closest friends, and almost each dream has some connection to me leaving. These dreams are continuous too, with breaks in between when I wake up throughout the night. The one I so vividly remember.. is when my parents told me we were moving. Except I didn't really move. It almost felt like I was watching my friends live their lives through a looking glass. I was being isolated from everything, and everyone. I recall being so upset that I was going to be hours away from people I usually am with, and I had no way of ever seeing them again. This new place that I moved to however, was breathtakingly beautiful. It was on a beach front with pure white sand, and crystal clear waters. Colourful rocks and shells were scattered throughout the sands, and my house was on the top of a rocky hill. It was everything I could've wanted in a home. Brilliant architecture, french doors, and fresh flowers on each table. But there was something dark and strange about the place. All I knew was that I ended up moving alone, and that I had to find my way out of there. Unfortunately I don't remember what happened in between, but in the end.. a few friends figured out something was up and drove over to save me hahaha. Weird eh?

What are some of your dreams.. that left you stumped?

Okay now moving on to the challenges..

Day 9. Two smileys that describe your life right now.

:/ and :S - Mainly because school is coming to a close, and I'm nervous. Also.. I have not done my Christmas shopping yet. I swear I'm starting in October next year!!

Day 23. 10 things to be thankful for.

1. Opportunities to travel. 2011 shall be a year of travels! Disneyland, Brunei, Singapore, Malaysia, Taiwan, Thailand? List goes on.
2. Pocket calculators. Helps during shopping trips!
3. NYE plans. Hopefully it works out.
4. Fruits my mom left in the fridge for me. Yay for healthy snacks!
5. New friendships.
6. The Disney movie, Tangled. Loved it. Probably my favourite Disney movie other than The Little Mermaid.
7. My aunt buying the fam dinner at The One :) Good times
8. My cousin's hockey games.
9. My creative abilities. And that I'm able to share my knowledge with others :)
10. Books. I love reading, and I'm so glad I'll be able to start reading leisurely again!

The Turn Ons ♥

2010-12-03T01:37:00.000-08:00

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Day 8. 3 turn ons. I think we've been down this road before.. but I shall blog about it again :)

1. Nothing is more attractive than a guy who is a gentleman. I'm not saying open the doors, pay for meals (You'll have to fight me for the bill :P) or pull my seat out every single time, but it definitely is a nice gesture you could do every so often :)
2. Guys who are strong in their faith. Nuff' said.
3. Guys who do dishes! No joke. Or cook. Doesn't have to be a pro chef at it, but it's cool if a guy knows how to make a good meal.

Even though we're only limited to 3.. I'm going to add a few more! Another huge turn on is when a guy is respectful towards his family, and friends. I'd like a considerate boyfriend. Who doesn't, right? Also, a guy who is confident. Note: Confident, not cocky. There's a line. A final turn on I'm going to add is if a guy loves the arts and travelling. AND is as keen as I am with it. (Hello photographers! Haha just kidding. Or am I?) Since a young age, I've always been involved in the arts. Mainly painting and drawing.. but also fashion as of late. I'm fascinated by different cultures, cities and music. It's something that constantly keeps me inspired, and challenges me on a creative level. I'd eventually want to be with someone that does that as well. Someone who challenges me. Someone who teaches and introduces me to new things, and shows me the world.

Hello, December, you're finally here ♥

2010-11-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

(Via jeansbeans. Check out her Tumblr. It is soo cute!)

With December being one of the busiest months of the year, I've doubled with my to-do lists. But what I've lacked to do is to really enjoy this holiday season. I think we all ought to count our blessings more and remind ourselves of what's really important. With that being said, check out the cute to-do list picture I've posted above!

Time sure flew by pretty quickly this year. Has it really been a year?! Fashion school has been a great learning experience, (It is not all play and no work like some of you guys think it is!!) but I'm kind of glad it's almost done. Although at the same time.. I'm a little nervous as to what's next for me. I'm graduating in 2 weeks. Two. Weeks. But, I can say I have the utmost faith in His plan for me, so I'm reassured :)

On another note, as of late.. my aunts (very nosy aunts) have been asking me when I'm going to start dating again, or whether I have an interest in anyone. They're even trying to introduce guys to me. To be completely honest? I have no desire to date at the moment. (I'm still so young! Lol.) I'm not going to use the "I'm-too-busy" excuse (Although most of the time.. I really AM busy), but I'll say this.. I just want to enjoy my own time right now. Does that come across as being selfish? Maybe. Its the only time I get to have to myself. Having the freedom to whatever I want, whenever I want. It's been a few years since my last relationship, and I've quite enjoyed the time alone. With that being said though, it's not like I don't want want to be in one. Just not right now. Timing is everything, and I know it's not the right time for one. I'm a firm believer of everything happens for a reason. So when it's the right time, it'll happen. The only downside of being single? Spending holidays without a special someone. Oh well, I still have my awesome friends :)

Now onto the blog challenges..

Day 7 - Four turn offs. Ties in to dating. So here goes.

1. Guys who are disrespectful. Doesn't matter to who, but as long as you're rude and a douche, you're not worth even talking to.
2. I don't like it when guys dress from head to toe in Ed Hardy.. or Smet or Christian Audigier. Oh and that stupid Gucci murse or pouch. That does not make you look any more hardcore. Or cool. You just look douchy. Please get a change of wardrobe asap.
3. Guys who swear. Major turn off.
4. Smokers. Another big turn off.

Day 22 of the Thanksgiving Challenge.

I'm thankful for..

1. How well Dream Night went. And the people who came out to support!
2. The sound of rain. Just something so calming about it.
3. Days I get to spend with my cousins. I haven't seen one of them since the summer! And we live in the same city.. how sad is that.
4. My dad leaving me little giftcards every so often.
5. Reliable group members. Love ya girlies!
6. Being 2 weeks away from graduation!!
7. My aunt offering me a trip to Disneyland with her and our family.
8. My grandma visiting me up in March. I miss her!
9. Friends that live in other parts of the world. I get to crash with them whenever I'm in their city! And I get to experience different cultures.. local style.
10. Secret Santas :) and the season of giving.

The old, revisited ♥

2010-11-27T00:30:00.000-08:00

Just pulled these old shots from the archives. Let me know what you think! Been wanting to shoot lately.. but I'm waiting for my new lens to get back on board with it. Can't wait!! Been looking through old files instead to re-edit some shots that I really liked.

Brrr it's cold in here ♥

2010-11-25T21:44:00.000-08:00

Welcome winter. It was freezing today. Excuse to get some awesome winter gear? I think so! Too bad I've spent quite a bit of money on a new lens.. Expect some awesome shots soon. Times like these I wished I was cozied up in a cabin somewhere, with endless snowfall, a good book, some hot chocolate.. and great company. Now doesn't that sound relaxing? Sounds like my perfect Christmas. With that being said, I'm thankful for these things today. Day 21. Let's go.

(via weheartit)

1. Snow. Even though commuting can be quite a pain, and people are so damn impatient when it comes to transiting, I love fresh snowfall.
2. Good samaritans. All bus services were not running at SFU due to snowfall, and students who drove, gave others a ride down as most of them were walking down the mountains.
3. Hot chocolate. On a day like this.
4. My mom's emails. They're pretty funny.
5. My grandmother's trip down to Vancouver this spring! Can't wait to see her, and spend time with her and my aunt + twins!! It's going to be a fam jam.
6. Mittens. I'm thinking of getting new ones..
7. Causes like the blanket drive. I believe that we should all try and give back somehow to those in need.
8. Credit cards. So I can shop online!

9. Friends that keep me accountable so I have a proper sleeping routine. Y'all know who you are. Still a working progress though! :)
10. People who shovel their sidewalks.

& now for the other challenge.. Day 6. Five people who mean a lot to me. Hmm I think I'd have to say 5 groups instead of people.

1. My parents. Can't thank them enough for everything they've done. We've had our ups and downs, but ultimately, family is always first.
2. My grandparents. For raising me all these years. For all those endless memories and love. I've had a fond childhood thanks to them.
3. My "Shadrach, Meschach, and Abednego" friends. Aka Jerbear & ALo. Y'all are awesome. Nuff' said.
4. BHLC Family! Wow where do I begin? So grateful for everything you guys have done for me in the past years. Mad love.
5. My extended family. Even though we're miles apart.. we always remain close. Always missing you guys! Can't wait for a family reunion.

P.S To a reader who chose to remain anonymous. I've said it before. All the pictures I didn't take (Most of them on my blog are usually the ones I do. I try and keep it that way.) are via weheartit.com.

The shift ♥

2010-11-17T23:06:00.000-08:00

I haven't taken pictures.. in what seems like a very long while. ~~I kinda miss it.~~ I really do miss it. I miss capturing moments that lasts a lifetime, and allows me to go back to when that picture was taken, and re live the moment. Thinking of purchasing a new lens asap, so I can start bringing around my camera everywhere. And also because that lens is amazing. Other than my awesome friends being my models, I haven't been too inspired to shoot.

I think I'm stuck in a photography rut. I miss being able to travel and take pictures, see the world and what it has to offer, you know? It's about time I get back into it. I know 2011 will be a year of endless captures, from trips, photoshoots and beautiful moments. Now to start saving up..

Moving on to today's challenges..

Day 5 – Six things you wish you could change or wish you’d never done

1. I wish I spent more time with my grandfather before his passing. He was a man that I truly respected. I miss him everyday, and I think he knows that. I guess I was too young then, and I took things for granted. He's someone I hold very dear to my heart.
2. I wish I never gave you that many chances. Even though I was warned by everyone.. I always gave you the benefit of the doubt. You truly don't deserve it.
3. I wish I kept in touch with you all these years. I get that things change, and we both went our separate ways, but it's just sad to think that you were once everything I knew.
4. I wish I got to know my grandmother (from my dad's side) better. There is sort of a language barrier, but I could've put in more effort. There's still time to change that though.
5. I wish I never gave up on competitive swimming. Even though it was quite an intensive routine.
6. I wish I wasn't so hard-headed sometimes.

Day 21 of the Thanksgiving Challenge:

1. Surprising change in weather. The day started off pretty gloomy.. and it was sunny after! Great way to start my day. With sunshine!

2. Forgiveness. That I'm able to find it within me to forgive someone.
3. My parents constant support with my photography, and all things art/design related.
4. My parents dedication to their church, and having such big hearts to support however they can.
5. Christmas! It's not here yet, but I enjoy the spirit of giving!
6. Christmas songs. It's time to bring those out :)
7. The challenges that comes with relationships. Can be a bit of a struggle sometimes, but it is what makes it stronger.
8. Being Singaporean. I love that city, and whatever happens, it'll always be my first home.
9. A stack of movie tickets my mom leaves for us. Free movies! Woot.
10. Mini surprises from awesome friends of mine!

Move Along ♥

2010-11-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

Back to the challenge. I'm so inconsistent with my blogging lol. Making an effort here! Onto day 4 of the 10 day challenge. And I'm going to throw in what I'm thankful for today as well :) 7 things that cross my mind a lot? A lot of things cross my mind hahaha. That is why I'm always up. Anyways.. here goes.

1. God. Nuff' said.

2. Family. I have family all over the world, so I do think of how they're doing, how their day is going, what's new.. and all that. I miss all of them dearly, and can't wait for a large family reunion.. like the one we had almost 10 years ago.
3. Work. I will be graduating soon.. and I haven't exactly come up with a game plan. Although things are starting to appear more clear with what I want to do.
4. My friends. I worry about them way too much sometimes. But they know it's cus I love them. I try and find time during the week to meet up, or make time for them, as do they.
5. ~~Boys.~~ Guys? Men. Somehow men sounds old. I'll stick with guys. No one in particular though.. Or is there?
6. Photoshoot ideas. Yup it's actually something I think about quite often.
7. The future. I can't wait to see what awaits :)

And now the thanksgiving challenge. I think I'm on Day 20.

1. My favourite corn soup. I'm glad I'm able to make it and enjoy it on a cold day like this.
2. My mouse! I hate using the laptop without one.
3. Late night conversations with close friends.
4. Extra rooms in the house. I sometimes like to sleep there because my room is way too bright in the morning.
5. Bags. I'm glad I'm able to switch those up from time to time.

6. Ideas for the Dream Night video
7. Amy and I spending the day to come up with video concepts, then having lunch and watching Gossip Girl.
8. Sites like Fail Blog. Too funny. Whenever I need a good laugh, it helps.
9. Days I don't have to use makeup!!
10. Other blog readers who inspire and encourage me with their comments and thoughts :) Love y'all. Mwah.

What dreams are made of ♥

2010-11-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

Dreams. We have them, and some of us are fortunate enough to live them. What are your dreams? Your aspirations? I remember growing up, I always wanted to follow in my father's footsteps. My parents never ever pressured me (Which I am so thankful for), but I always felt the need to get a job either in a finance industry, or a job that was deemed "respectable" in the Asian culture. However.. with time, and through trials and tribulations, I have ended up in Fashion. I've had a thing for the Arts growing up as well. Painting, drawing, music.. you name it. And looking back, I feel so blessed that I was given a choice. To do what I love, and have opportunities that would lead me to that. A lot of us are so fortunate, yet blinded by what we have, that we don't realize what others need. Something as simple as education.

To be completely honest, being in Fashion school has taught me a lot. But it has also opened my eyes. To see things I didn't see, and to change for the better. I fully admit, I've always wanted that "glamourous" lifestyle. I mean who doesn't, right? Fancy shoes, beautiful gowns, a nice house, and a nice car. Not having to worry about finances, and to just live life in luxury. In Singapore, it was always about the 5 Cs. Condo, cash, car, credit card, country club. I lived that lifestyle. But there's so much more to life than that. I really don't think I can live a fulfilling life if I continued with that, and didn't change my ways.

Here we are, living our lives, and dreaming dreams that some can never make a reality. If we're blessed and fortunate enough to be able to do this over here in this part of the world, why can't children in less fortunate countries be given the same opportunity? Education is the most powerful weapon to change the world. And right now we have a chance to give back, and make a difference. What's stopping us? What's stopping you?

This is one of my dreams. To give the less fortunate kids in India the possibility of a future. Even if what I contribute is just a fraction of the big picture, I'll try. Dream big, and some dreams can come true. Today, I found out that a businessman was so touched and impressed by what our small church aspires to accomplish, which was to raise $100,000 to build a school for the Dalit kids in India.. that he decided to match whatever we raised, up to $50,000. Isn't that amazing? Always, always pay it forward. Share the Love, Faith, and Hope. Remember, God always provides :)

So if you're free that night, come join us. I'll be there :)
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As simple as it gets ♥

2010-11-11T18:39:00.000-08:00

Day 3: 8 ways to win my heart

I'm easily amused but hard to impress. Here goes.

1. Guys with any sort of musical talent. Usually involving singing, guitars or pianos. I have a soft spot for guitars. Singing + guitaring? You have my heart hahaha. Nah, but it'd be cool to have a boy that enjoys jam sessions as much as I do, and that I'm able to kick it with just jamming. Who wouldn't like that?
2. Being spontaneous. As much as I love schedules.. sometimes I would rather just not know what's next. I love spontaneous night drives with an awesome view :) Or conversations!
3. Guys who can cook! You don't have to be a chef, but if you can cook something other than eggs, instant noodles, or KDs, I'll be impressed.
4. Guys who stand up for others. Man up, boys. If you see something that's not right, or someone not being treated well that you know, do something. Don't just let it slide.
5. Having a good heart. Guys who give back to our community, and help those in need. Nothin' like a boy with a big heart!
6. Nothing wins me over more, than seeing a guy respect and love his family as much as I do. I like guys who are family-oriented.
7. A small way to win my heart is to do little things for me. Honestly.. it's the little things that count. Call or text me during the day to ask how it is. Bring me BBT! Hahaha. Well, I love doing things like that for people, so it's nice when a guy I like does the same for me.
8. Be sincere. Show that you genuinely want to spend time with me, and get to know me. I can tell off the bat if you're not being real.

Here we go again ♥

2010-11-10T00:10:00.000-08:00

Spent a whole day working on papers, assignments.. you name it. My stress level has been increasing gradually throughout the day. I'm glad the night is dying down. Yup, at 12:45 am. That's how I roll. I am in need of a getaway. Anywhere with a beautiful beach front would work. Although I'm probably going to wait till the summer comes along. Summer 2011 ASIA!! Along with Fio, Paul & Pabs :) And whoever else wants to join us of course. It'll be a good time for me to learn about other cultures, experience different things different countries have to offer, as well as travel with some awesome friends. Our travel itinerary includes Brunei, Singapore, Malaysia, and possibly Taiwan. Can't wait!

So onto Day #2 of my 10 day challenge..

Nine things about myself. Hmm.

1. One of the things I really hope to do in the near future, is compile a book of my grandmother's recipe. It's been passed down from generations. Doesn't get more authentic than that.
2. I initially wanted to be a Fashion Designer, but I can't sew.. so there's your answer.
3. I come from a very multicultural family. I have aussie cousins, half-brit family members, family from the Philipines, India, Malaysia, U.S.. list goes on.
4. I eventually hope to get into Photography as a career, as well as working within a church ministry, or the missions field.
5. I can be quite a hopeless romantic.
6. I come from a family of competitive swimmers. My cousin has swam the English Channel. Yup crazy, I know.
7. I love shoes. I think it might be a bit of an obsession. Although lately... I've been more inclined to buy kicks instead of heels. Yay for chucks! Oh, and if you're looking for a pair of pretty comfy shoes for a good cause, buy a pair of TOMS! For every pair you purchase, another pair will be donated to a kid in need. So get involved in this awesome movement :)
8. My favourite ice-cream flavour is Green Tea. Bring me some and it's the easiest way to cheer me up on a bad day. With your company of course hahaha.
9. I have a fascination with the Peranakan culture. Well, it is my culture after all. But if I've always wondered what it'd have been like to live in a beautifully crafted home, where women had to learn how to cook and sew, and make beaded shoes. Unfortunately most of what's left of the culture is slowly fading. Wished I got to see the houses my ancestors lived in. I've seen pictures, and it's beautiful.

Ok Day 19 of the Thanksgiving Challenge!! Woo.

1. My hair straightener. Sometimes I don't want my hair to look too wavy.
2. Hair dryer! It's essential lol.
3. Patience. I had a hard time being patient with my project today.
4. Andrew being a call away when I need a quick confirmation about something :)
5. Our praise and worship team. You guys always rock it.
6. Discount coupons!! I will be spending quite a bit tomorrow @ Michaels.
7. Days off class.
8. I don't really drink beer.. so I'll say martinis/cocktails? Have y'all tried the Singapore Sling ;)
9. Weheartit.com. They have such inspiring pictures! Most of my pictures are from there.
10. Sites that I can stream TV episodes I've missed.

I'm taking the challenge ♥

2010-11-09T00:31:00.000-08:00

So I'm starting this new blogging challenge. (On top of the 40 day Thanksgiving challenge) Hopefully I'll be able to go through with it. It is only 10 days after all..

Day 1 – Ten things you want to say to 10 different people right now
Day 2 – Nine things about yourself
Day 3 – Eight ways to win your heart
Day 4 – Seven things that cross your mind a lot
Day 5 – Six things you wish you could change or wish you’d never done
Day 6 – Five people who mean a lot to you
Day 7 – Four turn offs
Day 8 – Three turn ons
Day 9 – Two smileys that describe your life right now
Day 10 – One confession

Let's start. Day 1? 10 things to 10 people? Easy.

1. Throughout this past year, you've been such an amazing friend. I couldn't ask for a better person to be in my life. I'm glad I've also gotten to know you a lot better this year. Thanks for always being there to lend a listening ear, for the talks, and hang outs.
2. I wished you'd let your guard down a little, so more people could see this side of you, that not many can see. Underneath all that tough exterior, you're just like every other person. Lighten up a little! I think you'll enjoy life a whole lot more.
3. It was awesome meeting you this year. I must say, you're quite a character. Nonetheless, you've been such a blessing in my life. Through the ups and downs, I'm glad I was able to be there when you needed it. Thanks for all the good times :) More to come!
4. I don't know how I feel about you, but I guess time will tell. People change, right? I can't believe I considered dating you at one point lol.
5. There's more to life than money and power. You should use that to buy yourself a ticket to the slums to see how fortunate you are, you brat.
6. Sometimes I wished things didn't change between us. But I'm glad you're at a good point in your life right now. You deserve it.
7. I miss you, and I always wonder what things would've been like if I stayed on.
8. I don't think you know how much admiration I have for you as a person. You're so talented, and God has blessed you with so many gifts. Embrace it. Keep doing what you're doing, because you're going to make it big one day.
9. Thanks for the awesome chats, and the messages throughout the day :) I don't think I've said it, but it's something I look forward to.
10. It's awkward. But I don't think you've realize. I hope time changes things, and you'll change too. You have so much heart. Let other people see that too.

Now the 10 thinks I'm thankful for today:

1. Old magazines. So I can do tearsheets for projects and inspirations
2. Instant food! I'm lazy sometimes.
3. Internet. It's super convenient.
4. My friends keeping me motivated!
5. Awakening album. Awesome songs.
6. My mom making banana cake today. Mm so good.
7. My backyard. It was good to get some fresh air.
8. BBT runs. Thanks Jay! ♥
9. Old blog posts. They remind me of how much I've changed, and of course the memories from that time.
10. My PSP. It's pink too! Hehe

Vlog, saaay what? ♥

2010-11-07T23:58:00.000-08:00

30 Day Blog Challenge
Day 30: A photograph of youself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

I decided not to blog about it, but do a vlog instead. Check it out here. Sorry it isn't perfect haha. I did it in one take.

But onto Day 17 of the 10 things I'm thankful for:

1. Foreign films! I recently came across a Taiwanese film about gangsters, called Monga. Pretty good stuff.
2. Webcams on my laptop. Good for Skyping + recording Vlogs :)
3. Amy's dedication and awesome ideas for Dream Night.
4. Mail in my letterbox! I love reading letters from Singapore, and also shopping discounts!!
5. My 3 in 1 printer haha.
6. Not having a dishwasher. Yup, I'm Asian like that. I actually like doing the dishes.
7. Ricecookers! Can't live without rice in this household that's for sure.
8. My cousin always being a call away, and buying me things whenever I see something I like online from Singapore lol.
9. Other bloggers. I've met some pretty awesome people via blogging!! Y'all know who you are :)
10. Ice-cream. When I'm having a bad day, it helps.

Passion 2010 + Gratitude Challenge Day 16 ♥

2010-11-06T14:45:00.000-07:00

(Credit: Mike Colasi)

Our God is awesome. Passion World Tour made their final stop yesterday. In Vancouver!!! Wooo! So glad and blessed that we were one of the 7 cities they managed to make a stop at. It was a sold out crowd. For those of you who weren't there, you just had to be to feel His presence, and the love and passion from the crowd. It was a night of powerful, powerful amazing worship, prayer, and the people of our city coming together to praise Him. He has awakened this generation, and it is so awesome to see. God is going to do some pretty amazing work in this beautiful city of ours.

(Via http://268generation.com/blog/ & Kristine)

To the city of São Paulo, thank you for your prayers. It's so humbling and amazing to see that your thoughts and prayers are with us, and that you guys kept the wrist bands on for two months till the night of the concert! Love and prayers being sent back your way :) Next up? Atlanta 2011!!

Also - I think with last night, it has been more clear as to what I want to do with my life.

With that being said, I'm going to give thanks for yesterday.

1. Passion making Vancouver as one of the 7 stops. I can't say this enough, but it was an unforgettable night.

2. Matt Redman, Christy Nockels, Chris Tomlin & David Crowder Band. Powerful worship!

3. People from the city of São Paulo. Thank you for your prayers. Much love.

4. Power of prayer during last night.

5. The songs "Our God" & "Awakening" by Chris Tomlin.

6. The awesome crowd at the concert.

7. Bumping into people I haven't seen in awhile at Passion!

8. The double rainbow right before the doors were opened at Passion :) Beautiful sight.

9. Jerry opening his home up to us, and making us food for a time of fellowship.

10. Rogers Arena, that they're able to house this event, and allow people of this city to come together to praise Him.

Autumn & Gratitude Challenge Day 15 ♥

2010-11-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

I had my first midterm today for this semester.. and boy am I happy that's over. Hopefully I did okay. Got off class fairly early because of that, and hung out with the guys. I love days like these. Spontaneous and chill. It's nice to catch up with them sometime during the mid week, in the midst of our busy schedules. The weather was simply beautiful, and the colours of fall never fails to amaze me. Also took Jules out for a walk! She is quick to learn, and sooo adorable ♥

Now onto my 10 things to be thankful for:

1. Spontaneous hangouts :) Wooo.

2. Finishing my 1st midterm for this semester. 1 down, 2 to go.

3. Secret Santa. I can't wait! Even though it's between 3 of us. Complete fail hahaha

4. My classmates. They sure keep things fun.

5. Cable TV!

6. My mom always thinking of me first.

7. Peaceful bus/train rides home.

8. Christmas music! Makes me happy listening to it :)

9. Justice. A friend of a friend's recently got killed over a staring incident. Thankfully the guys who stabbed him were caught.

10. Sandwiches made by my dad! He makes some good lunch.

Photos & Gratitude Challenge Day 14 ♥

2010-11-03T01:52:00.000-07:00

Taking a break from all that studying to blog! This week has been a crazy one. It is not over till Friday... Sorry to all I haven't had a chance to spend time with and hang out! Soon!! (I know I say that a lot, but school does come first.)

On another note.. I truly miss photography. I haven't been taking pictures because for one - I haven't been inspired. Two? I've been sick, busy and not exactly in the mood to. Anyways, thought I'd post some pictures from previous shoots with Vanessa that I liked :) Enjoy!

Now for the 10 things I'm thankful for:

1. Vacations. I can't wait to get away from all of this and take a break!

2. Trust. Its one of the most important things to me.

3. Gifts from friends! I got this awesome ring from my family friend Gabrielle. Shall post a pic soon!

4. Post its! Helps keep things organized and in tact.

5. Friends who are super down for crazy projects Aaron and I have in mind. Watch out for a MV coming your way ;)

6. Photographer friends. They definitely help when I'm in need with any questions etc.

7. Holidays! I can't wait for Christmas, to give gifts, and spend time with family & friends.

8. Bus passes. Makes things so much more convenient.

9. Tweezers lol. Keeps my eyebrows in shape hehe.

10. Rest. I've definitely gotten a lot of that. I should be anyways. Juggling 3 midterms and projects this week! Can't wait for it to be over.

Gratitude Challenge Day 13 ♥

2010-10-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

Day #13. WOoot!

1. Beautiful colours of fall. I love the change in colour in the leaves.

2. RazorTV Singapore! So I'm constantly updated with home lol

3. Devo books.

4. USB stick attached to my keys. Comes in handy sometimes.

5. Meeting new believers, and seeing their passion for God.

6. Privacy

7. The nice and super friendly restaurant staff at this sushi joint I go to almost every Weds, Thurs and Fri.

8. Old photographs. A picture is worth a thousand words, right?

9. Friends who keep me accountable. And tell me to stay away from boys hahaha.

10. Events like 1040 with Jaeson Ma & OMF, that create awareness and hopefully, a difference.

Gratitude Challenge Day 12 ♥

2010-10-27T23:42:00.000-07:00

Day 12. That was fast. Technically I should be way ahead.. but I'm back on track. I finally watched The Last Song tonight. Yes, that Miley Cyrus film. I have the book, and I loved it. Who doesn't love Nicholas Sparks? I think most of his films make me bawl my eyes out lol. Like A Walk to Remember.. Still does everytime I watch it.

This movie.. was a good reminder of what's important. Love. And family. Also, that mistakes are meant to be made, and forgiven. And that second chances and the moments in life are precious.

So with that being said, here's my 10 things that I'm thankful for.

1. Memories. Whether it be good or bad, they're apart of my past that I can't erase, but rather I should embrace.
2. Time spent with a loved one that I have lost. They're precious, and I would never trade that for the world.
3. The piano, and the beautiful melodies that come from it.
4. Paintings left behind by my grandfather. If I could get a picture, I'll def post it up here. It's beautiful.
5. Tough love. I think everyone needs some of that.
6. Washing machines! Lol I do not want to hand wash my clothes..
7. My wool coat! I spent quite a sum on it.. but it is dang well worth it.
8. Instant noodles! MMmm.
9. God's grace and compassion.
10. Powerful testimonies, and its ability to change lives.

Gratitude Challenge Day 11 ♥

2010-10-26T18:45:00.000-07:00

All the single ladies! Haha jk ♥

I know I've missed quite a few days, but I've been super busy. (With a friend's wedding, school etc.) And sick. So I'm going to just continue from day 11!

Day #11 of what I'm thankful for:
1. Dance parties at Club Fio!! Hahaha
2. Artists like Far East Movement who know how to keep it real with their dope music.
3. Boots. They keep me warm during the rainy season.
4. Food/Restaurant reviews by friends. I'm more inclined to go if they have a good rating.
5. Tea. Needed that on a day like this.
6. Debit cards. I hate carrying cash around after losing my wallet that one time.

7. Entertaining conversations with Aaron. Way too many laughs :)
8. Photoshop. Where I can do awesome pictures like this.

9. House keys! So I'm able to leave and come home whenever I want without waking anyone.
10. TV Shows. They keep me entertained.

Gratitude Challenge Day 9 & 10 ♥

2010-10-21T23:01:00.000-07:00

20 things to be thankful for! Here goes:

1. That I'm falling ill, but not too ill so I'm able to still get things done.

2. For friends who are down if I ever need help, and make sure I'm okay. Even at 4 in the morning :) (Yes you Adrian!)

3. Weddings. Weddings make me happy.

4. Empowering women like Oprah. Wished her talk show didn't have to end!

5. My hair straightener! Lol. Without it I don't think my hair would look half as good.

6. For God's presence when I feel alone. I wouldn't have been able to be around most situations if weren't for that.

7. The possibility of a future. Kevin and Aaron have talked about this before, but I felt that it's something each and every one of us should be thankful for.
8. My laptop! It helps make things so much more efficient.
9. The overwhelming response of people who are so down to help for the Benefit Concert I want to do :)
10. People with good manners and etiquette, who make taking transit or being in public enjoyable.
11. Ex-boyfriends. For the love, the good times, and for helping me grow and learn from our past relationships.
12. Days when I don't have to dress up, or use makeup. Scrub it out!
13. Makeup. It enhances my features! Lol.
14. MSN. I have awesome conversations on here haha.
15. Honesty.
16. Opportunities that allow me to give back to society, or help out any way I can to those in need.
17. For struggles, pain, and hardships. It has definitely allowed me to grow as a person, into someone stronger, and has made me to who I am today.
18. Different cultures, traditions and races. Growing up in a multi-racial family, I definitely have appreciation for this.
19. Praise & Worship.
20. Online shopping! Too awesome haha.

Dream Day + Gratitude Challenge Day 8 ♥

2010-10-19T22:58:00.000-07:00

So I decided to start another challenge.. (I know I'm not even done the 30 day one lol.) with Adrian! Basically we would have a topic in common, suggested by either one of us, and see how we'd compare in terms of what we'd write. Today's is Dream Day. If you could spend the day anywhere in the world, what you'd do, and who you'd take.

If you know me well, you'd know that I absolutely love the beach. One of my favourite beaches would have to be in Australia. This is what I woke up to, everyday when I was back there. Honestly, I'd be more than content just spending the day by the beach, walking, chilling out, with someone I enjoy spending time with. I'm pretty simplistic when it comes to stuff like that. Ooh.. Jet Skis are fun as well. Basically, I love anything to do with the beach, and water sports! Ok moving on to what I'm thankful for...

Day 8 of what I'm thankful for:

1. Having lunch outdoors. On the Art Gallery steps to be specific :)
2. Having a pair of comfy shoes. I don't want to walk through Vancouver barefoot.
3. Advil. Those days when I don't feel well.. It helps out so much.
4. Korean Music! Haha I don't exactly understand it all.. But I love it nonetheless. Woo Taeyang!
5. My friends being able to make time to hang out during the day.
6. White-Out. I make way too many mistakes on paper sometimes.
7. Perfume. People tell me I smell nice hahaha.
8. Walks on the beach. One of my favourite things to do. Ever.
9. The bible! There's so much more for me to learn, and read about His word.
10. Nail polish. My nails feel kind of bare without them.

Gratitude Challenge Day 6 & 7 ♥

2010-10-18T23:38:00.000-07:00

Day #6 & 7 of what I'm thankful for:

1. Kevin's ideas that eventually leads into something epic :)
2. Food places that open late. So I can go for a food run.
3. Friendships. New friendships especially.
4. My pastor, who always encourages me to strive for the best, and seeing eye to eye on things!
5. My drawing ability. It helps me convey messages on point, and directly.
6. A heater in my room! It's getting way too cold.
7. My dad always helping out whenever he can. And nagging me.
8. People who have such big hearts for a good cause.
9. Genia's notes!! Her notes make my studying a whole lot easier.
10. Mirrors LOL. I don't know what I'd do without them.
11. For family that live close by. I love that my cousins/aunt/uncle live like a 3 minute drive away!
12. Friends who are ever so willing to jump on board ideas I have, and help out any way they can.
13. Leftovers.
14. Christian movies. Always a great message behind it.
15. Late night drives. I love being able to enjoy the city without any traffic. And oh, the beautiful city lights.
16. Second languages. Being multi-lingual pays off! 4 languages. Booyah.
17. Books that I receive from my parents. Always a great read. And inspiring.
18. My nephews who call me to talk :) They're so cute!! They're twins too.
19. Email. It's like a virtual letter!
20. Long distance phone calls. So I'm able to call back home whenever I want :)

Gratitude Challenge Day 5 ♥

2010-10-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

Day #5 of what I'm thankful for:
1. Shopping trips with awesome friends! (Fiona, Paul, Pablo)
2. Free concerts in downtown. Pretty cool atmosphere.
3. Singaporean movies. They always make me feel at home.
4. Wendy's Bacon Mushroom Melt. SO good. Right, Paul?
5. Sunny, cold days during fall. A little chilly, but it's still nice.
6. Hockey! I haven't been watching it lately, but I'll def make time soon. Go Canucks go!!
7. Alarms. I wouldn't be able to wake up if weren't for it.
8. Transit. I'm always comparing it to Singapore's.. but our transit is pretty good. Gets me to downtown fast!
9. Fashion. I might not like what the industry can sometimes be like, but nonetheless, I love and have appreciation for the culture of fashion.
10. Fiona's car seats that heat up LOL. It's my first time experiencing it.. and it is awesome. Keeps me warm!

29 & Gratitude Challenge Day 4 ♥

2010-10-16T02:38:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 29: Something you could never get tired of doing

Photography! Ever since I picked up my first DSLR about a year ago, I've hardly ever put it down. The memories captured and photoshoots over the past year have been some of the best times of my life.

Day #4 of what I'm thankful for:

1. Bubbletea. It just tastes so good haha.
2. Kristine opening her place up for movie nights.
3. My friends that drive me home! Lol I shall return the favour sometime soon.
4. Jerry's place, and him allowing us to stay till the wee hours of the morning. Oh and his parents' awesome hospitality :)
5. My Ugg Boots. They keep my feet warm during fall/winter season!
6. My ability to sing. (And use that to worship Him as well) I'm glad I'm able to have jam sessions with friends and not sound awful hahaha.
7. My dog! He keeps me company at night when I watch TV, or movies alone.
8. My brother, and how he is able to openly share his faith, and his daily life with me. Oh and shopping buys too haha. I guess siblings take after each other.
9. Facebook. Lol. I have a valid reason!! Through Facebook, I've reconnected with a ton of family members I haven't seen, or talked to in years. It's pretty cool that I managed to get my cousin to fly over from Sydney to visit me, after not seeing him in over 10 years.
10. Random nights with amazing friends. Good times with good company.

Edit (5:32 A.M): Why is it that when I'm up at this hour, I keep thinking the same things over.. and all it makes me want to do, is run.. and escape. I don't really think anyone can comprehend what I feel. Maybe Kim does.

28 & Gratitude Challenge Day 3 ♥

2010-10-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge
Day 28: Your favourite movie

Okay, technically this is a musical, but I love it nonetheless. Olivia Newton John and John Travolta made an awesome team in this production.

Day #3 of what I'm thankful for:
1. Good music. Best way to start and end my day.
2. My grandparents & maids, for taking care of me all these years, when my parents worked 24/7.
3. Faith & Hope. Without that, this world wouldn't be what it is.
4. Wireless internet!! Everything is so much more convenient with it around.
5. My warm blanket. I'd seriously be shivering all night if I didn't have it. My room happens to be the coldest one in the house.
6. Friends who text me or call me to ask what's up, and how my day was. I love receiving messages throughout the day. It gets me through it.
7. Coffee. Lol even though I don't exactly run on it.. For the days that I really need to, it works wonders.
8. Prayer. Nuff' said.
9. Rainy days. Oddly enough, I love thunderstorms. Something about it brings me back to some pretty good memories. When I was in Singapore, I'd love being in my room, writing or reading, with the sound of pouring rain out the window. It's kind of serene, and calms me.
10. Days off. I haven't been feeling too well lately, and having time off from everything and being in bed all day, really really helps.

27 & Gratitude Challenge Day 2 ♥

2010-10-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge
Day 27: A picture of you last year and now, and how you have changed since then

Hmm I honestly don't think I've changed that much, except the fact that my hair grew longer? Haha. Nah I kid. There's definitely quite a bit that has changed. My view on things, and how I handle certain situations.. as well as my growth in faith :) I've grown to have a lot more patience with people, and love as well. They say you get wiser every year, right? Now on to..

Day #2 of what I'm thankful for:
1. My mum coming home from work, and cooking us dinner every single night.
2. Conversations I have with my aunt, and how she's always looking out for me.
3. Water!! Lol I didn't realize how dependent I was on it, until none of the water outlets at home was running.
4. Friends I've met through BlogTV, and Youtube. Their passion for music and making videos are pretty dang inspiring! Shoutout to Frank & Kevin :)
5. The sunsets. Whether it be in Vancouver or Singapore, it is truly one of God's most beautiful creations.

6. The gift of photography! At least I think I have somewhat of a gift hahaha. It's one of the things I love doing. And it makes me happy doing it.
7. The freedom my parents give me, and the trust that goes along with it.
8. Being able to walk. Something that a lot of people take for granted.
9. People who still remember me, even after losing touch for about 8 years. It's amazing how friendships can be rekindled after that long. Especially with an ex teacher!
10. Fresh air. Being able to enjoy that, is awesome.

A Little Update & Gratitude Challenge Day 1 ♥

2010-10-12T21:36:00.000-07:00

Hello all! I know I haven't been blogging much.. (Except for the 30 Day Blog Challenge) I guess its time to get back to it. Hmm updates I guess? Still in school, almost done however!!! Final semester. Can you believe how fast time flies? Although with graduation coming to a close.. I'm kind of nervous/scared as to what the future will hold for me. I have no idea which path I should take, and the two that I'm considering.. are on completely different ends of the spectrum. Sigh* I've been praying about it as well.. but patience is key, and I haven't had any of that lately. Frustration seems to be taking over quite a bit.

The whole Singapore relocation thing is put on hold, as I'm waiting for Miss Kimberly Su to hurry up and graduate!! But who knows where we'll both end up.. Only time will tell, right? Other than that.. I've just been busy with school, photoshoots, and spending quality time with friends and family. I'm not complaining.. it's been a good time, and I'm so thankful for that. How was you guys' Thanksgiving? And what are you thankful for?

Oh and I decided to start the Gratitude Challenge, as suggested by my Pastor (I love her!) :) For the next 40 days, write 10 things you're thankful for. I think sometimes.. we get so caught up with our lives that we forget to be grateful for what we have. So I'm going to throw this challenge out there to you guys. If you're up for it, do it! Some of my friends have already started.

So here's what I'm thankful for:
1. God. Always there, always showering us with unconditional love. Through Him, all things are possible :)
2. My family. Without them, I wouldn't be here. I'm so grateful for their constant love and support throughout the years. Through the highs and lows, they're always standing strong by my side.
3. My friends! They're awesome. Enough said. Shoutout to Aaron & Jerry, for showing goodness, in the darkest of days, and for being themselves :) *Cue dirty jokes* Woo Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego!

4. My Godma. For always being one call away. For the endless nagging, but always reminding me that I'm always in her thoughts and prayers every single day.
5. Education. I'm so blessed to be able to study in such a beautiful city, and be given the chance to go to school for something I love.
6. For my Blackberry hahaha. Ok I know I can be quite dependent on it.. But hey it's such an amazing invention in technology!!
7. Being able to enjoy the luxuries in life, such as travelling, dining out and shopping.
8. A roof over my head. Having my own room. Having running water in my home. List goes on..
9. My parents choosing to move to Vancouver. It truly is a beautiful city. Although I am quite fond of Singapore, and it'll always be home to me.. I don't regret moving here. It's been quite a ride, and I've enjoyed every bit of it.
10. My pastor! For putting this challenge out there, and for her patience, care, love, guidance and prayers throughout the years I've known her. She is truly an amazing woman :)

25 & 26: Been there done that ♥

2010-10-04T23:29:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 25 & 26: What's in your purse & A photo of somewhere you've been to

I've done a what's in my purse post before, so I'll link it up here! Now here's a picture of where I've been to. Malacca. It's in Malaysia, and to me, it's one of the most beautifully historic places in the world. I love the street vendors, and the old heritage houses with so much character and charm. Although the last time I was here, was probably when I was 9, I've had fond memories of this place. It's richness in culture is something I love. This is also the place from which my great grandmother is from, and where all our family traditions and culture was born. I'll definitely be heading back here sometime soon, to experience and appreciate the place for what it truly is.

24: There's nothing like it ♥

2010-10-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 24: A photo of something that means a lot to you

My hometown, Singapore!! It's definitely a place I hold dear to my heart. The memories made, my childhood, my family.. and this city, is where I call home. I'll always be Singaporean at heart :)

22 & 23: Better left unsaid ♥

2010-10-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

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30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 22 & 23: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently + 15 facts about you

Hmm.. this will be an interesting blog post. I don't think anyone really, has hurt me recently. Not that I can recall anyways. But to the last person who did, I just want to thank you for being a part of my life. Even if things didn't work out, those were some good memories that were shared, and you have taught and shown me a lot. Better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all right?

Let's move on to the 15 facts:

One of my favourite things to do is to have conversations by the beach.
Other than Vancouver and Singapore, the other place I hold close to my heart is Australia. Spent some time there as a kid, and absolutely loved it. The apartment by the beach.. breathtaking.
I'm an SUV-girl, I don't like driving small cars, and driving behind bigger cars.
I have a soft spot for guys who sing and play the guitar. One of the ways to my heart! Haha.
When I was 3, being the rebel that I am, I decided it would be fun to pull the iron cord from the ironing board. Well that went well. Skin drafts and a few operations later, I was left with a scar on my fingers and leg. My first battle scar.
My blackberry is something I can't live without. Although it's nice to shut the phone off once in a while.
Something I really want to do during my lifetime? Go on a missions trip.
My grandfather is the one person I hold the most respect for, and whom I truly miss dearly.
I love wakeboarding. Actually.. I just love water sports in general!
I'm very fascinated by my family's culture. Peranakans. Google it :)
I love anything and everything Korean. K-pop & Kimchi? Oh yes.
I'm sure this is not that surprising.. but I love to sing. Maybe not so much in front of people.. haha. In the shower works for me!
I shop like a total guy. I literally go into the store, pick out what I like and leave. If I were to browse, I'd just make a quick round and I'm out of there.
I get along really well with people of all ages. From kids to grandparents, I can hold quite a conversation.
One of my goals is to compile my grandmother's recipes into a book for her. Inclusive of pictures I take.

21: Love never fails ♥

2010-09-29T19:54:00.000-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 21: A photo of something that makes you happy

Something that makes me happy? Love. Being a Christian has showed me so much about love. It has definitely taught me to be compassionate, to be patient, and share the love with others. After all, that's what He died on the cross to show us. I'm so fortunate to be surrounded by amazing people who have so much love to give. From my family to my friends, there's more than enough to go around.

One of my all time favourite verses about love: 1 Corinthians 13:1-13 - Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

14 & 15: TV Shows and the essentials ♥

2010-09-23T21:35:00.001-07:00

30 Day Blog Challenge
Day 14 & 15: A TV show you're currently addicted to, Something you don't leave the house without

I actually used to watch quite a lot of TV, but ever since school was back in session, I really don't have time for it. A few of the shows that are on my current list are Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Glee, HellCats, and dun dun dun ... I'm ashamed to say, Jersey Shore. Gossip girl just has amazing, amazing fashion. And well.. It's the life of the rich and fabulous we all wish we could have a piece of. As for Glee, hello Mike Chang! Haha kidding. Great voices and crazy talented kids.The rest are just occasionals.

On another note, moving on to something I can't leave the house without.. My blackberry!! And my keys and wallet. Oh and camera of course. I think you'll never see me out of the house without those. Maybe.. without my DSLR. It's a little bulky sometimes.